let's try the impossible,cause the possible aint working!!!

21st Birthday mood

2010-12-04T12:46:00.004+08:00

i don't know if this is considered a year to behold...

first, i couldn't get into any university so i am behind my peers by a year...then to make things worst, i kept getting injured...even now, just before my bday, my eyes like so NICE...

but lo and behold, i got something else...

i got to know a wonderful bunch of friends at Starhub PSCSC...no forgetting my HPY who got me another potential HPY...but much younger 1...

but honestly, i think the most important thing for me was my friendship with my best friend. this year, i could feel the significant improvement in our friendship as we got closer. someone i can always go to even though she may not be free & all but she will definitely listen to & talk to me. probably the one who knows me better than myself sometimes. 1 thing for sure, my best friend never once flare up with me & i hope it maintains that way because i will treasure you more than you can think of. Thank You Jem!!!

and to all my friends & colleagues out there, there is such things as pure friendship!!! why do you all keep asking me to find a girlfriend when i have all of your?! a man has gotta do what a man gotta do, whatever will come will come eventually so stop rushing me to get a girlfriend!!! even my parents don't do that!!! come on, i mean seriously i so 惹人爱 do you all seriously think that i can't find 1=p

anyway gotta meet my HPY, back to blogging tonight...ciao...

kena bukit panjang

2010-12-02T02:38:00.002+08:00

badminton today was disastrous, without playing 1 full set, the worst thing that could happen happened - i was smacked by the racket on the eye. swollen like some pong pa. but lucky doc said nth much, just rub till the blue black subside...

must be karma, talk & think too much evil stuff about others. damn demoralizing to be injured just few days before your birthday, and it's my big 21. people really cant get too happy hur, bad things may just happen. the day before my aunt and cousins were saying they are gonna get me an Ipod touch. today i got jackpot. LOL. originally my right eye was smaller, now that my left eye got smacked, think balance la-.- zzz

still the thing i worry most is seeing my relatives on sun. my grandparents confirm plus chop ti ti da da ask my parents this and that. given how my parents reacted today, i should be expecting the worst on sun. still have a 42.195km to conquer that morning, hope i dun die. honestly, it's my fault also not to set clearly whether playing front back or sides. furthermore it was beyond my reach i shouldn't have gone for it. next time, i shall only play front and back haha...

please please please, i hope my eye gets well soon!!!

not so looking forward to birthday celebrations now......

late nite

2010-11-29T02:16:00.002+08:00

sibei stress, 6 more days till Stand Chart which i'm feeling dam ill-prepared...my birthday i also don't know how to celebrate, how come i feel so nonchalant about my own 21st...Starhub is really draining me man, kns i even return to find my friends on off day...WTH?hopefully janet can approve my off cause really no one to change with me on 3rd...just when i thought things look to settle down, everything is in a mess with all the birthdays coming like free...actually what is there to celebrate for birthday, shouldn't it be an anniversary to commemorate the 9 months of pain our dear mum went through, not forgetting the thoughtful husband who stayed by her side...okay, i'm gonna give my parents a BIG xoxo on my birthday...

the other day while celebrating my friend's birthday i suddenly thought of lotsa stuff...how behind time i am compared to other guys, with not enough money & my future pending, how to get a good job & a suitable partner...then janet was also saying, i need a "controller" partner like Esther type to match me...kinda agree with her i cant go for the soft type of girl who just need to dote on them, someone who can help me manage my life is a more likely choice=) but then again im very into horoscope so i truly believe that my future partner should never be a SCORPIO...maybe another Sagittaurus would be fun, but seems like Aries is my best match...oh well, i have decided to wait till i'm more mature before i get a girlfriend...now is all about having fun & knowing more friends...i am really tempted by what janet says about diving, widening your circle of friends...maybe 1 day i will know my soul mate through diving...

tomorrow still got work, sian ½ sia...sweet dreams...

guess who's back?

2010-11-24T22:39:00.002+08:00

seeing my 好朋友 blog also made me feel like blogging.

so much happened since i last blogged. now i am working at Starhub Customer Service Center at Plaza Sing and there is a whole lot of new friends now, some really fun bunch like Chan Hui, Esther, Fanglin, Kwang, Qianlin & gang. Not gonna say Nick Neo cause i already knew him back then. Still, i miss the old gang like Alex, Jian Rong, Jun Hua & Melvin. Although we not so havoc but really dependable colleagues. I really hope they will come back Starhub & join forces with the current staff but i think all our animal friends all leaving, cat, hamster & porcupine... Oh well, 天下无不散之宴席 so 1 day we are all gonna part but who cares, true friends will still be friends no matter when...

Anyway, my good old secondary school friends, don't worry. I have not forgotten you guys. My dear council & NCC friends. Though i miss out on the Henderson Waves trip & nights out @ my favorite bat cave have been limited but we still made it for each others' 21st birthday!!! Speaking of which, here is my authentic WISH LIST!!!

1. Ipod touch - something i have been longing for all along but don't bear to splash the cash, of course i don't want my friends to buy this for me but if you guys run out of ideas you can give me Ang Bao!!!

2. Sports Watch - i have been eyeing this casio black/green watch=)

3. Logitech X - 540 speakers - lost my speakers when i moved house, been using earphones all this while-.-

4. Powerlogic Zen Air 2200 keyboard - really like the keyboard my boss using, it has a cover & is like a laptop keyboard

5. Simple yet good to use computer mouse - lost while moving house too

6. Compression Pants - hopefully some sport science that can improve my performance*winks

7. Hoodie - just want another jacket like how girls want another bag or shoes

8. Kinokuniya/Popular Vouchers - want to complete my comic series

9. Organizer - 1 of the ways to help improve my chaotic life

10. Story book - any crime/thriller/love story that will induce my hunger for reading

11. Handphone cover for my sony ericsson aino

Okay i think this list is long enough, in order of preference too=))

Tomorrow gonna have breakfast with a long time no see friend. Time to rest. Hope every tomorrow will be a better day. All the best to everyone studying hard for exams & working against monsters!!!

Chiong sua!!!

2009-07-11T12:32:00.002+08:00

this past 2 weeks has been rather hectic...last week i had EX LONGWALK-60km walk w an average of 30kg load under 48hr...kena lotza blisters,shoulder abrasions n bruises but dunno y in front of SCTs got dat extra adrenaline rush to keep me garang haha lol...anw it was quite a bad experience for me cuz my team of SCTs really v cui...maybe its my expectations too high but how can u blame me when dye r e ones who lift it so high...telling me we can come back by 2nd day aftnn when we only came back on e 3rd day 5am-.- its not as shitty as JCC other den e fact dat u cant slp if u wan gd timings...so angry i was 1 of e last few teams,i felt let down by my SCTs...anw book out went to 85 for supper w siyao,jem,xav & jul.great time toking cork but i think i pissed siyao off when i was complaining abt e SCTs...well i cuden help it,sorry nee.aft dinner took jul's car to b juz in time for my last bus...lol shag...another routine saturday spent @ the bat's cave watching batman teeth pp while mao concussed...i was happily being my legend,winning e treble w spurs & getting into e argentina national squad!!!

happy moments pass by quickly n soon it was time to book in...went outfield e whole week...LIM package,PST & CWO...shagged nathan...my camou dam zai sia,camou on once enuf liao can last me a couple of days...n im now super confident abt navigating in lorong asrama area man,machiam my territory...anw CWO was imba fast sia,booking out is definitely a much more motivating factor out here den in OCS...so now im allocated to 54K which stands for 54 kilat!!!i think my team not bad la budden abit wanna skive thru type...oh well,i juz hope as commanders dey noe wad dey r doing...until things get really messy,i shall not interrupt or make things nasty...anw im beginning to enjoy e company arnd me more bt at e same time i dun really lyk e school dat im in now...other den f up i have no other vocab...hope i dun get to come here for reservist...im looking into e possibilities of going for jeep course even if its at e expend of extending my ord...sian juz got to book out on sat morning,time to save money agn-payday was ytd...but a new mth has begun n dere r lotza bills n stuff...pocket is gonna burn...i juz hope i can save more den by e time i go taiwan got more to spend muahaha...

haaa...e feeling of going chiong sua is so great...maybe i shd really consider signing on=p oops juz kidding...looking at how screwed up e system is i really dun dare sia...week by week im finishing my RCC,come 3 aug,i shall put on e coveted JUNGLE HAT!!!

what if

2009-06-27T20:18:00.003+08:00

Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change

Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the girl I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the girl I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine

'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the girl I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know

i'm on EMO-ticon mode...

2009-06-27T16:57:00.002+08:00

but if i let u go,i will nvr noe...how my life wud b holding u close to me...will i ever see,u smiling back at me...how will i noe...if i let u go...

my head is telling me dat i shd leave u alone but my heart has alrdy decided on its owner...today i dreamt dat u r attached n my heart broke into a thousand pieces...even doh its juz a dream it hurts...it hurt so bad i wish i cud juz confess to u...

u r all im thinking of so much so dat i cant even concentrate on work...i try to keep a distance from u but dat only strengthen my desire to b w u...so tell me,wad shd i do?i know i need u badly but right now i cant commit to u...yet i cant expect u to wait for me...

i love u...

Long time no see

2009-06-13T15:30:00.001+08:00

it has been quite some time since i last blog cuz apparently MSD has been very stringent on wad we blog so i was contemplating whether to even blog about my trip to the land of smiles...anw i have decided not to share it on my blog and instead talk about my 2ND midnight movie in my life=)) ytd shag man,was the chamber-cum-lane safety-cum-RAI collector-cum-rifle cleaning boy...but wad can i say,it may sound wrong but i juz love to clean rifle(given dat i have a proper RCK!!!) TRUE BLUE INFANTEER!!!the talk cock session u have w ya frenz while cleaning rifle is imba,it may b tiring but its worth it.e sense of satisfaction!!!girls,its juz lyk ya gossip talks except dat we talk abt diff stuff=))

anw aft dat i joined jem,siyao & xav for dinner @ yuki yaki.i went for "sight-seeing" w siyao to digest all e chunks of meat & i muz say sg girls uses too much makeup dat their real beauty is hidden...had too much time aft e dinner so we went for a drink @ starbucks & i started telling my COOL joke lol...
me:there are 2 lizards walking on e wall when suddenly one fall off e wall.wad did e one on e wall said to e other?
siyao:ni hen jiao hua(u r very cunning)
lol we all bursted out in laughter la,even doh i was pretty tired...went for GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST and we saw wanlin too...e movie was really simple & nice...dats e kinda thing dat has an impact on u for life...wish dat sth lidat wud happen to me...i think ytd was one of my happier days doing wad i was trained to do(clean rifle),w the people i love(my sec sch mates) and @ e favourite time of my life(midnight)...walking e long way around marina sq to esplanade was tiring,but taking NR6 home from dere on was lagi worst...mentally n physically tiring...but it was really great experiencing e overnight serenity lyk e days before i enlist...anw here's a piece of news,I M THINKING OF EXTENDING MY ORD!!!lol sounds crazy but yes,it's true...i wanna learn jeep so i may wanna extend my ORD...anw i m still waiting for e appeal of my uni admissiong...seriously v worried abt it...=((

the return of the knight...

2009-04-18T01:33:00.002+08:00

hail the return of the knight!!!
dat's right,e ever great knight-zhaoxiang-is back in business aft his 9 months vacation in the most prestigious and professional institute in Singapore...so long nv blog abit unwilling to blog but bo bian cuz e batman aka b-witch requested so...so long nv blog partly due to my terminated internet connection partly due to the collapse of my old com but now...its e arrival of my new com!!!dam song to e max...

ok abit of recap on my 9 months tour...
i was posted to OCS Bravo wing Platoon 2 Section 4...actually starting v happy cuz i heard from don(yes don lim ming yi) that zulu coy's coy best is in our platoon...he said he super high profile de,RJC rugby capt somemore...i went on to find out he is the highest profile guy in my platoon on the net haha lol...furthermore my coy best is also in my wing...all this best best plus together = the best of the best...still it din start out lyk it shd hv been...we were always labelled as fucked up becuz of some screwed planning(mostly not on our side)...budden of cuz,when evth has ended then we know who is the fucked up one la...
no1-the sword of honour is from my platoon
no2-my platoon won the Platoon Assault Course
no3-my platoon was the fastest platoon in the PAC
no4-my platoon got 100% JCC pass
no5-both the parade comd & parade 2ic come from my platoon despite tough & fierce challenges from other wings(echo sent approx 20 nominees but all kena kicked muahaha,dere were 3 bravo-ians in the final selection)
no5-my wing won the "grand slam" in OCS
platoon 1:best shot platoon in PAC,3rd in PAC
platoon 2:fastest platoon in PAC,1st in PAC
platoon 3:2nd in PAC
no6-best knowledge from my wing: 2lt lee chee how
no7-best pt from my wing: 2lt trent ng ek siong
derez a few more lyk course only singh muahaha but ya la too lazy to post...i really nv regret going into OCS,staying in infantry and most important of all being in bravo platoon 2!!!
well dats all for now,i shall share more abt my meaningful time dere in my next episode...

POP lo!!!

2008-06-13T03:40:00.003+08:00

2 weeks of BMT passed very quickly and it is now time for me to move on.quite please to receive the platoon best award.other than glory,the other priviledge is that i got to cut the queue for the ferry terminal,aka early book out!!!at first they say platoon best can get more seats but in the end it is just 2 grand stand seats lo but that's better than nothing.anyway denise & jem came,not for me of course=p but we took some photos though.then after that they decided to leave tekong the fast way-posing as my "loved ones" haha lol=p

that aside,my pop day was overshadowed by the sad death of a newly-enlisted recruit.my condolences.

back to my bmt,had quite a great time but kinda sad that the "honeymoon" period is going to be over soon.sobz.now i got to rise up to the occasion and take whatever challenges that come my way.most probably,as hinted by my commanders,i should end up in OCS.that's also where i wanna go but im still have a thing for pilot sia.wonder if that dream of mine will ever come true...sian lehz,my block leaves 12 days nia.with all the outings going on where got time to rest sia.zzz.

tired la,think i should spend more time playing fm if not next time confirm wont even care about champions league or EPL liao.now im watching my beloved austria trailing by a goal to poland due to some poor linesman not doing his job.

anyway time to pray hard for my dear austria to win,hope to see all of you,my friends,soon...take care.

Start of my NS life

2008-04-27T14:14:00.003+08:00

2 and a ½ weeks of my NS life has passed!so fast so furious.anyway to those who dont know,i am in the ORION company,platoon 1 section 3 bed 11 haha lol,not too hiong not too slack.so so much to say,dont know where to start.anyway there are quite a number of people i know in the company.there is mingwei,leonard,aloysius fong,daryl lee,alwyn,daniel mok,irven,weixuan,gong kia & zhang quan.and so it began,the fun & exhilarating ride of my stay in that TOK KONG island haha lol.

1st of all,a quick introduction to my section mates:
bed #1---chi heng(tpjc) quiet and reserved guy from NCC
bed #2---pan(ijc) staunch christian who taped all the female photos on all the newspaper and magazine!!!pretty fit.
bed #3---wilson(yjc) one of my buddies whom i know cause of my accident.super toned body
bed #4---crys(ajc) quite bastard cause of his selfish nature.march like he is dancing a-go-go
annoyance level:high
bed #5---"tok kong"(srjc) blur to the core guy who is in serious need of physical training
annoyance level:low(cause of the way he eats)
bed #6---johnathan(cjc) the one who talks the most in our bunk,having said that i am ok with him
bed #7---jie kai(nyjc) friendly guy who seems to have something up his sleeve.not someone he appears to be
bed #8---chi loong(hci) 2nd bastard who just use my febreeze without my consent.clt who thinks he is some big shit.
annoyance level:high
bed #9---benjamin(college of perth) an out of training guy who went to drive for the MP
bed #10---samuel(cjc) a freaky guy i dont understand
annoyance level:low(cause of the way he eats and how abnormally large his eyes are)
bed #12---elroy(vjc) my bed buddy(sounds wrong)who really is very fun to be with.

basically i am identifying all the possible contenders for platoon best but i am also pretty much aiming for company best haha=p ambitious guy.but it's an aim,life would be boring without any aims right?

anyway my stay in tekong wasnt very good,had an accident.slipped at high velocity outside my bunk and landed head 1st on the edge of the door.bled like fart and there is a 5cm scar on my head...got my head wrapped up like an indian cause of the special request from my platoon sgt-.-

while i try to keep an update of my NS life,i dont think i will be blogging for long cause my internet connection is about to end.anyway time to book in again......=(( but i'll be out on labour day again!!!whee=)) til then,take care everybody=))

van:haha eh you very funny lehz,talk to me on msn still come tag but anyway thanks=)) erm no need you,i already taking very good care of my kaka le haha lol=p
jiawei:haha doesnt matter la,you got chill with us!we got go play LAN,go eat @ 85,go sentosa and play basketball together ma!!!
exg:since im already in army then im a MAN!!!and dont make it sound so sad lehz,i'll book out on labour day de you mei you!=p

the day of reckoning

2008-04-08T12:17:00.004+08:00

tomorrow is the day of reckoning.
like my hsbc friends,i will be going to a chalet,a very big one.the difference is mine is a 17 days all expenses paid trip with pay while theirs is a 3 days 2 nights trip which they pay haha lol.seems like i got myself a better deal=p
almost a month since i last blogged and alot of things had happened.went sentosa with hsbc friends(1st time) and robin,mao,bing,wenxin & jiawei(2nd time).had lotza fun playing volleyball and talking cork,only bad thing was i got stung by bee the 1st time while our sandwich tio kop by the ants pte ltd the 2nd time.also had a few class outings,went out for some dinners and movies.really glad there still alot of people going for our class outings.motivated,i tried organizing a primary school outing with people whom i have lost contacts for maybe 6,7 years???O.o of course the keyword here is tried haha.everyone gave me the "huh" face when i told them about it.then of course NCC outings to the suki and LAN where we had free pool show!O.O after so long i still think we are the most united group.dont know from when i started going batman's cave for fun,joy & laughter(notice there is no peace).then robin joined,and mao.now with the oil tank gone,we have new members again.wenxin,jiawei & soon have joined our alliance.but dont worry batman,we'll be awaiting the reunion for a chance to blackmail you haha.but really this is my most amazing group of friends,never quarrelled with them,at most bicker nia.friends that are too good to be true.friends who had so much in common-play FM,watch anime,go swimming and running,camp overnight for classic matched...these are memories that will be engraved in my mind.in a blink of an eye we are entering the 7th year of our friendship!the bond with this people are stronger than all the covalent,ionic and metallic bonds all added together sia.
anyway i dont understand why people keeps thinking i'll be sad when i go NS and make it sound like i'm emo-ing.i want to be challenged.things will definitely not go as i planned but that's the point ma,if everything goes according to my plan then everyone might as well just worship me???hopefully i will tio some xiong company then my ippt can get gold and come out early!!!
i shall be off now to enjoy my last few hours in this house and prepare my stuff.

sermin:eh paiseh paiseh,next time i put you name big big across the whole page ar haha lol
batman:ooooh,im so scared you black shit.guess you should be in nigeria now mingering with ni-gerfriend haha lol.
mao:i want to see his cry baby face on the plane more lehz haha lol
1010:congrats haha though abit late.i found a new assignment too.just that i'll have to leave singapore awhile haha lol=p
exg:wow thanks for adding some life ar,try adding more when i'm gone=))

results...nihon mura

2008-03-09T16:27:00.003+08:00

friday got results super sian diao...wanted to blog but seriously cant bring myself to do it.有心无力.went 85 eat with jem,siyao,vio & xav.saw mr yeow(ncc) and he treated us chicken wings lol,friendly guy.didnt really had much appetite though,so we just ate a little then siyao go see his parents eat,vio go home.the rest go mahjong.saturday woke up late cause mahjong til 4 then come home sleep.went to this jap restaurant near tampines stadium called the japan village.the food very nice sia but you must know what to order la,fortunately there was jasmine(xav's sis) who knew what to order.the meal was great.the beef and sauce imba de,then got this meat wrap 金针菇 bbq and for the 1st time the salad sushi tasted nice.maybe it's just sakae not that good.then got freaking imba ice creams sia.it's 芒果冰 with ice cream and it's just incredible la.but still the meal was so enjoyable cause i was eating with xav's family.jasmine forever there making me laugh sia.THANK YOU!!!really envious of such nice dinner with the family man.can still remember the last time i went out for a meal with my parents were on the day of econs paper,went old airport road to eat kway chap.before that was my 17th birthday @ the hawker opposite parkway.nostalgic sia.anyway talking about being envious,i also envy mao.great family,everyone so friendly,even though he always says his sister fat but she also very nice to him.then house so big machiam chalet like that.really think he very fortunate sia.mao,must treasure everything and everyone around you man.speaking of which,i think it is time for me to go visit my grandaunt and grandparents le.hesitating whether to tell them my results not=p anyway to all those who are disappointed with their results:must 振作起来 and recover from your fall.if you feel that this is the lowest point in your life then good news for you,cause you cant be falling any lower and soon it's time for you to bounce back.a special quote of mine:it is not your result but your personality and character that determine how far you go in life...wa seh hor?not bad sia,i also can become very philosophical de lehz heehee.until the next time i blog,take care and drink more water=))

PS:jem,i already considered you as part of xav's family le=p

last day of tournament

2008-03-03T15:17:00.002+08:00

the much awaited day is finally here,the last day of the tournament.for many of them it was the last day of hell but for me,it is the last day of my fantastic journey with them.from the very 1st briefing @ buangkok on 17feb to meeting the clients on 21feb to the press conference and night gala...this crazy bunch of people has integrated into my life sia.please please please let me work with them again in the next event,hope to see them before i enlist.

and so yesterday began...we were super motivated,everyone machiam on ecstacy early in the morning.went skytower 1st thing not check stock but take photo=p heartfelt thanks to eddie,sharon,will the technician,sean and of course my WONDERFUL partner,gina.thank you for all your care and guidance.it is because of you guys that this event is so enjoyable.anyway yesterday was the busiest day of all,there were 100++ guests.then cause raining then Paula Creamer and Annika Sorenstam seek shelter @ the skytower!!!was wondering where was my idol lo...sad=(( anyway i got to see the unglam sight of Creamer man.she took off her shoes and socks and was squeezing it dry in front of everyone la O.O too bad cant take photo with them cause they in game.by then the skytower was already leaking so they siam to the clubhouse in buggy.sian.then this bloody VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVIP of HSBC kept kb-ing the tower being unsafe cause of the leakage blah blah blah.kept hao lian-ing how he was the vice captain of dont know smlj some 20 years.tolong la,who the 谁的法克 will care about who you were,old shit?purposely go threaten the contractor for fun,what a bastard!and now i know who took the golfballs liao lo,it is people like this bastard.come in just say,"this 2 balls give me" nabei you no balls ar?so 法克ing rude.after duty went info counter to slack before going back store.in the end that turn out to be the right move.took photo with Annika Sorenstam & Paula Creamer but i didnt take with Creamer cause they had nobody to take for them and i not really very interested in her cause Natalie is prettier and Lorena is more seh also.was camping for Lorena when we were summoned back.zzz.turn out she was actually going to store there.song bo,the girls managed to help us get some autographs!not bad la,no 1st prize got consolation also ok.

then came the highlight of the day,DEBRIEF.1st thing,2 person tio zam.the girl 1st day talk about pay through walkie.2nd day drive buggy go lang ga.3rd day listen to mp3 while working.4th day forgot smlj liao.summary:her working attitide sucks.the biggest thing was a delegate saw her crashing her buggy and startled a golfer.then she told the boss,"just tell me how much i have to compensate then i will pay." 什么的法克 you dont cbcb think you got money big can?then alan said indirectly that the guy was actually the mastermind causing all the trouble.so he just gave them the money and ask them to leave.fierce and harsh,but that was neccessary.finally get to see some office politics.then alan & kevin brought us to swensen(taka) for dinner-cum-debrief.big difference sia.basically it is just a great time eating with everyone.there were like 19 of us so i think the bill should be around 300-400.thanks boss!!!so we were complaining what shit we were treated to when one of my colleagues,alicia,said something i cant forget,"if not for this team of people i would have thrown the pass on the floor(quit) liao!" seriously my image of her changed from a siao zabor to a very very nice person.so today 4 people changed their impression in my mind,alan alicia for the better and......after dinner we walked to dhoby ghaut take train then go home.feeling kinda emo man,if possible i rather the event is an everyday job,then i get to see everyone.feels like a big family lo.this is truly my best ever working experience and i can never forget all these great people.take care and all the best in your future endeavour.keep in contact people.take care and so long.

guai lan batman:dam it la,why so mafan must do china visa.can you just quickly go?grgg i cant wait to celebrate you know?

3rd day of tournament

2008-03-01T19:21:00.003+08:00

today came a new security and i really miss sean sia.he said his brother was coming but we only saw an indian who has no resemblance to FEDERER!!!we were all like O.O sean's brother?!without him dam sian,nobody to talk cork.the new security just doing his job.anyway sharon was like saying "dont pollute these young innocent minds..." when sean said something about balls la.then i was like-.-" dont cork lehz,surely i still innocent de.i mean thanks for the compliment but seriously gina and i are like totally tainted.after the 2nd day,3-word-gold were flying out from her mouth as frequent as the planes and golfballs were flying la.then dam funny,sharon was like talking to her friend about the edison chen's scandal then talking about cecilia cheung.then i heard,"i was quite surprise cause i thought celebrities will be very well-groomed down there but it was very bushy." 什么的法克?even i found that kinda sick la,so that's what OL talks about in office.after that cause got golfballs in display lost ma,so i said,"eh the balls got stolen sia." then sean told eddie,"eh z says your balls got stolen ar?" laugh like mad sia.anyway that was on friday but i forgot blog about it.can see how cork sean is.but i really getting annoyed cause this idiot "so-called highclass assholes" actually steal this golf balls with HSBC on them!!!no balls sia.from 30 steal til become 13.like what the hell la.anyway today i saw Natalie Gulbis and she is freaking hot~ she was wearing mini skirt then she bent over to put the ball support then zao geng!!!imba hor?but she wore tights haha.but its already very imba cause can see her tight ass man.ok i know sounds abit horny but seriously she dam hot.i wave @ her from the bus and she smiled and waved back.song bo=)) Paula Creamer also,super infatuated with pink and white.her pink ribbon also very cute lo.today was just a pure chio day,too bad sean wasnt around to enjoy=p but Lorena Ochoa is still the best cause she is always so confident and zai.she is leading -16 to Creamer's -8.imba sia,two times her nearest opponent.but the only 2 reasons i will ever go into golf can only be girls and work haha.oh anyway i ate haagen dazs belgian chocolate today and this group of stella artois people came in to check the stock,we all gan jiong sia.lucky nothing happened then we just continue.still prefer cappucino caramel truffle cause it's not as sweet and keeps me awake haha.yay tomorrow last day liao,hopefully we'll have some kinda chilling out cause i really starting to like this people.hope we get to work together again people!!!you guys are great although you all wont be reading my blog haha lol.i'm so looking forward to tomorrow.shall go bath,maybe fm abit and go orh orh liao haha.whee!

2nd day of tournament

2008-02-29T19:25:00.002+08:00

Correction:the security was not a yalam but an eurasian=p

2nd day of tournament,it was more entertaining cause the sky tower crews are getting more comfortable with each other.even the usually quiet bartender,eddie,was smiling and chit-chatting with us.he very nice,reached the tower @ 6+ when i only reached TMCC @ 7...today imba,the glass panels were freezing with mist when we got there.anyway then we talk cork sing song play mahjong,til this corky IMG corker came to chase our security,sean,to outside cause they should act as bouncer.but who is he to kajiao when the CEO of HSBC also never complain la.zzz.anyway after he left sean,came in haha.today dam song,some little girl said sean looks like FEDERER!!!then we got to take photo of Lorena Ochoa,my idol,and Paula Creamer who was a chio bu.i shall try to take photo with them together during the next 2 days.but the highlight of the day was today's special-
HAAGEN DAZS ICE CREAM!!!!!!!
imba timba pumba sia.the ice cream were for the guests but since only 3 took,we decided to help ourselves cause anyway the HSBC staff with us,sharon,also slack de.tried the cappucino caramel truffle,pretty sweet.gonna try the belgian chocolate and vanilla during the next 2 days haha.then my ding dong partner,gina aka gin na(kid),go tell her friend who told the whole world.in the end they all very jealous of us cause yesterday we got to drink champagne haha.i still go guai lan my colleague,purposely said i rejected the champagne haha lol.kkz i shall stop being so evil.

tiring but fun day,i go 85 makan liao.still very tired sia,tomorrow 530 alarm again.zzz.sleep is precious.shout out to guai lan batman,can you please freaking dont sms me some freaking stupid thing during work?if i tio dock pay you compensate ar?want talk also talk about something more interesting ma and please please please dont call cause i am not allowed to use handphone during work actually-.-

mao mao:wah kao,the roadshow is @ suntec right?what the hell sia?!@#$%^&* they slavedriver ar?
guai lan batman:yo,remember ar dont kajiao me k?if not i expose your cute photos on my blog then you know ar=))

1st day of tournament

2008-02-28T20:11:00.002+08:00

everyday wake up @ 530,really can die sia.today i 1st to arrive @ tanah merah sia,though its expected cause all my colleagues either stay in other parts of singapore.anyway on the way there i did a good deed,i stop the bus for an auntie,she must have thought,"what a sweet guy~" haha lol.kidding.1st day of tournament very sian,no guest til about noon lo.there was a bartender,security,hsbc staff,my partner and i in this sky tower which was only 2-storey high-.- scammer,2nd lowest lifeform(aka my boss)said can see everything 360° then we were thinking maybe it is like the one in sentosa,in the end it is just last minute built tower...-_-" it is freaking boring la,so we decided to hear what others were doing thought the walkie talkie.lotza funny shit,people talking cork and stuff.then suddenly the 3rd lowest lifeform(aka my another boss)said,"shermaine to z." me and my partner was like staring @ each other cause z is the name i ask the security to call me cause he is a yalam.despite him knowing how to speak abit of english,chinese,french and dialect,he couldnt remember my name.zzz.ok then i was thinking should i reply but in the end i found out that the z was actually zhiwei from TJ.so coincidental la,really got fate sia.basically today not very eventful,somemore tempers are flaring cause the temperature rising.oh ya,the sky tower has 3 aircons,with 2 not working.retard right,got so much $ to give us free bata adidas-lookalike shoes,adidas polo tee,adidas cap,long pants and all the good food but no $ get good aircon.even the contractor also like more interested in the tournament than his job,what a gay.oh ya,by the way i realize 1 thing.in work,if your work is very relax NEVER NEVER go around telling people how slack you are or when your boss asks you how is it you say very slack.cause you will end up having more job.also,人不为己,天诛地灭.dont always let people take advantage of you.like me,always kena bully.working really exposes you to alot of people,good and bad haha.getting tired,so i shall go fm before i get KO.tomorrow 0530 hour again.zzz.

greatest job so far

2008-02-28T00:29:00.002+08:00

today woke up pretty early too to help out @ the museum.freaking idiot streetdirectory.com,1st page of results all show me the wrong address.woke up so early in the end late,pissed in tar.anyway did sai gang til 4 then began briefing for our actual duties.the arrival duty was alright except the guy doing it with me is very weird,看了眼睛痛.quite an oddball.then the departure was pretty screwed up cause the cabbing system was not properly planned.in the end,under the leadership of yours truly things managed to settle down.heez kidding la,actually is cause without the interference of some extra then it became better.anyway after that we went back to our room to find all the imba food.from strawberry tart to lime with jelly dessert to wine,the food was imba.following the buffet from the 1st day,the caterer managed to up the standard of their food!the only word that is adequate to describe it is the one that shrunk our vocabulary:imba!we party like mad in the room and took photos.feel so great,kinda like a family.then debrief bosses praised us again.this is the 1st time i'm so looking forward to a debrief!when the client left they were very happy and even greeted us goodbye.well done people!!!then before we left jean suggested to take a group photo for the few of us who are going tmcc tomorrow,great idea except for the fact that my legs were hurting like hell...anyway we took a couple of photos which was extraordinary cause that's the 1st time i took photos with my colleagues.surprisingly i was very happy today.really enjoyed myself with those @ work.thanks alot people=))

zhirong:yupp i get to see the golfers.surprisingly the korean looks quite pretty in person.nope ya tag is not long enough,please write a tag of at least 500 words=)) wah you very dua bai hor?i need to go funan find you,you say til like i not working sia.eat with you ar,later you swallow me how???

another tiring day

2008-02-26T20:09:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a tiring day,woke up @ 9 to go swimming.for the 1st time in history,i was the 1st to arrive with mao diffusing his bomb in the stomach,which might be caused by a plate of spaghetti,and robin OS.after swimming rained like vio & gou,went to eat at usual place.after job briefing took free cab to tanah merah and go hideout play.chill with ah thong and we saw 谢老师 with some NCC seniors @ 85.after dinner go home orh orh.next day 6 woke up lehz,slept 4 hours only=(( but had a great time working cause knowing my colleagues better and saw lots of bigshots like Annika Sorenstam,Lorena Ochoa,Se Ri Pak & Suzann Pettersen.the best thing was after watching the media people eating all the fantastic food we too get a chance to try the food ourselves=)) despite lotza carrying stuff & sai gang,i pretty much enjoyed the day cause it was a job well done and our boss compliment us!!!just cant stop loving praises=)) after that went home sleep liao,then go eat botak with robin then go find matt to borrow shirt from him.tyco me still get to catch the last 17 if not i must go camp at guai lan batman's house haha lol.anyway tomorrow must wake up early again,so probably sleeping soon.take care everyone and please please please do keep in contact.hope to see my friends soon!!!

zhirong:hello hello.next time can you please have a longer tag???oh anyway when u free?!
shimin:yupp thanks i'll go visit them de,i'm very 孝顺 one=))

tirezzz

2008-02-24T21:16:00.002+08:00

yesterday woke up @ 8 to go for sort of job interview @ ALEXANDRA ROAD,basically it is further down the road from vivo.took train to queensway and saw CHUK @ bedok platform.talk cork with her,she just came back sia.surely not slacker than me de.so i reached the place @ about 10,though i slightly late but still among the earliest.feeling very happy cause i am starting to make some friends le.anyway got this guy really looks like thong seng sia,his name is yong xuan,i kept thinking he looks like somebody then i realized that person is ah thong lol.so i got the job liao.i'm a clicker,must make sure at all times only 50 on this tower,sounds slack?it is-.- that's why i'm pay rather low.but lucky i get to go for the press conference and night function @ the museum to mingle with the rich and the famous.stayed back awhile cause need to know about the system for barcode scanning.oh ya something miraculous happened,they were asking to try out the pants and i took s.as i tried it in the toilet,i realize the cutting was pretty different from normal pants.how come so low-cut de?i could barely button and zip it.i was thinking,"cannot be ma,i got become so big size suddenly mehz?" kinda happy for a moment.then when i went back,the person told me "the ones with the pockets is female,no pocket male." i looked @ mine,got pocket-.- in the end i didnt grow big size=(( anyway after the thing took 30 back to bedok.long bus trip,nearly 1 hr i think.went eat with jem,xav,jasmine & biyue @ 85.then went mahjong and i lost...=(( play til midnight then watch eduardo broke his leg,taylor tio banned for life.feeling tired plus come out whole day le so time to go home.watched man utd demolished newcastle.today couldnt wake up,jem & xav want mahjong but really too tired le.sorry guys.today slack at home whole day,ate fried nian gao only and just bathed.guai lan batman eating with me soon.make me go all the way to pasir ris eat with him,want to ask him treat me eat.tomorrow another meeting with the HSBC people but luckily after that can chill with NCC gang=)) that's my motivation to life man.

guai lan batman:guai lan kia,pangseh me.you so guai lan that's why zhirong dont want to cry with you.
amaya:haha thans thanks.i''m ok la haha.jiayou for your studies too.

错综复杂的一天

2008-02-19T17:19:00.005+08:00

saturday was a very very weird day...started off with class(4f'05) lunch at white sand,which as zhirong suggested,is close to home-.- anyway somebody suggested KFC and we found that it was fully booked by the TEKONG CHALET RESIDENTS...and as we were leaving,i saw darren so i just waved though i dont know him well.then he called 2 guys beside him and they turned to wave at me.i thought they were some random TJ guys i dont know cause not familiar so i just waved out of courtesy but when i turned to walk away somebody shouted "ZHAO XIANG!" i turned around and saw tsam!!!what the hell surely not scary de.he face also slimmer,plus he super dark sia.went BK to eat but ended up talking cork to tsam...sorry guys=p anyway had lotza fun with chaijun's quadruple shots camera haha.after that went for class(2d'03) dinner at michelle's house.so long never see all of them,feeling kind of nostalgic.had a great steamboat prepared by the girls plus michelle's mother.then went mao's house for the 1 of the best footy hours of my life!how much pleasure i had watching liverpool got kicked out of FA cup by barnsley,man utd demolishing arsenal,real got kick in the ass by betis,barca salvaging a win to inch closer to real.seeing chelsea dominating huddersfield(which larre kept calling huddlestone) we tuned to liverpool's match and much to our horror,it was liverpool 1-0...thinking barnsley gg liao we went back to chelsea cause kalou scored again.somehow we went back to liverpool and this time,HEI HEI,it was 1-1=)) mao was busy praising luke steele who used to be a red devil.gotta admit,had he stayed on VDS may be plucking grass now...zhirong was still complaining why we didnt invite her to mao's house,she would know why had she saw the way we were celebrating when brian howard scored the winner for barnsley.the way we celebrated machiam we got straight As for O's and A's and for batman,it was as if he had a 1-night stand with casillas haha lol.(eh b grateful i didnt say ahem *winks) more was to come.20 mins into the clash of the titans match @ OT,i saw a man utd that was a replica of the side that beat roma 7-1...imba.final whistle,man utd 4-0.fletcher and nani were magnificent.everything was going well with real succumbing to resilient betis and barca beating determined zaragoza.damn song.

next day,we went kopitiam to eat.dont know why felt like eating ban mian and this stupid stall had to ruin my day with a blood sucker 毛毛虫.eating half way den dis freaking brown sucker was floating in the bowl.take the bowl back to the china woman and took my refund.pissed in tar.

time to be lead my heroes in the quest with magic and might haha,take care people.hope to see you all soon=))

xiao didi:haha ok ok,dont blame you la happy?dont ps again hor haha lol=)) see you soon again
ducky fel:do you prefer me to call you ducky fel or ai ah yi cause that's the only 2 names that i recognize for you=p

PMS(Post Moody Syndrome)

2008-02-17T16:30:00.003+08:00

just reach home and i have an urge to blog.havent been blogging much cause of cny and all the visiting.think i should rollback and update abit about my cny days=))

day1
went to my grandaunt house at noon but ended up there 2½ hours later because we traveled by train to WOODLANDS,took 2 wrong buses with 1 going 1 loop back to the interchange and the 2nd about 400m away from touchdown...visited my grandaunt who was with the maid with everybody else already gone home-.- anyway my grandaunt really very poor thing,got diabetes and just lost my granduncle,so when we went she was really happy.i ate everything she cooked,even though cause of her diabetes the food were very bland and she was over the moon!never knew just eating with no complains can give people so much happiness,i guess the loneliness in her is really very immense.before i left she asked me to visit her again when i'm free,i nodded my head.sounds like some touching novel right?seriously i'll visit her before i go in NS,will also go visit my grandma @ woodlands also.after went to visit my grandma,then took 168 back to bedok where i fall asleep with my head bouncing like a pendulum.

day2
went to my aunt house at JELAPANG,somewhere on the BUKIT PANJANG LRT!!!ulu hor?ulu=pain transport fee=(( went there on my own cause my parents working on 初二,no welfare man.anyway had lotza fun taking all the fun photos with my cousins and grandparents.1 word,imba!from about 4 we played til 10+...in the end cause i rushing to sam(vj) house @ khatib then my uncle-in-law drove me there though not very 顺,thank you 阿姨 and 姨丈.train fare saved=p went to sam(vj) house and was pretty shocked to find 1 big table of blackjack and 3 tables of mahjong.highlight of the day,sam(vj) threw $80 on the last round and banker blackjack,enough said.

day3
went goh & chua houses.met jem,sin hwee,siyao,vio,xav,zhou @ BUKIT GOMBAK MRT,another pain transport fee...den we saw ducky fel on her cousin's(who vio asked if is her father-.-) car.played bang! there again cause goh's son happened to have it lol.then left for chua's house by cab,somehow both cab fare is the same despite us boarding at different time lol.to all those blur cock outside like me,mrs chua is already 8-week pregnant.played blackjack then change town to mahjong @ xav's house haha.though day 3 seems short but with everyone around it was really fun=))

really long post so i shall take a rest here.so long people and please take good care of yourself.

xiao didi:dats spastic,stop laughing u ps kia.
amaya:aiya it doesnt matter if people have it,i'm happy as long as it's green=))
vio:thanks vio even though this is a super late reply haha.hope u like your present.

Valentine's Day

2008-02-14T20:35:00.003+08:00

today was supposed to be a very nice day,yet i ruin it in my own hands.mada mada dane.

lessons from work

2008-02-05T16:41:00.001+08:00

went to work at suntec convention for a 3-day conference by this big company call SAP that sells business plan or basically the idiot's guide on "how to attain product efficiency".i worked as the powerpoint operator,and before u start guessing,NO!!!i am not the one pressing the button to change the slides.i am supposed to arrange all the slides in order and switch the ppt between 2 computers so that the audience does not have to see the layout of the ppt.basically it's not bad considering i got paid $7/hr and got a 11bucks bonus because my pay cant exceed 200 haha.anyway that's not the point,what makes me kind of like this job is i learnt alot from the people i worked with.the 2 bosses (alan & kevin) i am directly under are very nice guys,talk cork with us and always niao each other to entertain us haha.kevin super friendly la,2nd day always come my room talk to me.so far all those i met are nice guys man.anyway he taught me lots of stuff,like focus on the solution not the problem so that even if the problem comes,the solution is there.if you keep thinking of the problem it will definitely come and by then you cant solve it.i would love to be able to work with him again because i feel that there is so much for me to learn from him.makes me think of my tutor,another nice guy who taught me countless life-long lessons.the thought of meeting people like them motivates me to step into the real world and look for jobs.i like listening to stories from people,was talking to this student of kelvin who was also woking there.his name is yong xuan,at first i thought his name was yong quan i stun tio sia.but he is a nice guy,very brother kind of people.he also came to chit chat with me,told me stuff about his days in NAN CHIAU.yes,exg if you are reading this i was working with alot of people from NAN CHIAU haha lol.basically i really enjoyed my 3 days there,though must wake up super early but i was looking forward to everyday there.that's why i have decided to thank ms poh shimin for getting me such a great job.so in return i shall get you the Cristiano Ronaldo photo album haha.thanks to everyone who has tried to help me look for jobs,people like dee,jem,my aunt...hopefully i'll have more jobs that are as enjoyable=)) timeout from blogging,hopefully i can chill with everyone again during CNY.take care!
MOTIVATED MAX!!!

batman:i lazy to change my tagboard la ding dong bell.you want to use purple color tagboard huh?=p i know you gonna say repeat and fo right haha lol
robin:lol black box nice ma,if adebayor decides to tag i cant see his name also haha lol

bad boy

2008-01-23T17:09:00.000+08:00

things seem to be going the wrong way.maybe i hvnt tried hard enough but how much is enough?im also a human,i hv my needs too...

michelle went taiwan for a week,dats gonna be so long and we may not meet even after she comes back...i will really try my best to be a good boy.

my parents are still quite worried for me,hvnt gotten a proper job.whole day gaming or watching videos at home,if not stay out til so late and stuff.guess i cant blame them for getting pissed w me.

all im asking is for someone to understand me and not be pissed off.didnt want to blog cuz feeling kinda sucky but nothing betta to do so in the end...really hope YOU would understand how i feel.

violet:eh my entry no typo la,i got double-check de ok haha
thanks,i also think my blogskin nice lehz=))
muscleboy:wah pls dun,we were juz lucky.nxt time dey book out den u can go pwn dem,dun count me in hor haha lol=p
zhirong:haha i thot my blogskin was kinda boring so decided to change=))
yixiu:YOU ARE A BASTARD
exg:eh dun b bad hor,my blogskin nice ok,i lyk green can?
my words v big mehz?is e width small la haha lol
mao:haha lol mao,we cannot emo lehz,muz zhen zuo qi lai!!!

Happy day

2008-01-16T00:30:00.000+08:00

yday(15/1) was a happy day cuz i went to the mind cafe with my cousins(wan yin,wan ru,wan xuan & wei ling) saw ANG MOH at bedok mrt den i WHISPERED "DEENII" haha.not v loud but she still stun tio=p anw i left home early cuz it was raining violet & larre n i was scared i wud b late so i left home b4 530 when we were supposed to meet 630 @ dhoby ghaut-.-" so we went to mind cafe den we played jungle speed,taboo,jurassic jumble and BANG!!!i thot taboo was fun cuz can see wad e person thinking.e youngest of us,xuan,said a v funny thing la but i shall keep it a secret btwn e 5 of us haha.so guys,now u all noe nxt time go boardgames cafe muz play taboo w me ok?=)) mind is lyk totally opp of hideout la,too many pp!!!e workers hardly had time to teach us new games la.we took some photos but i too lazy to upload now,shall upload asap.anw thanks girls for persuading me to take e last train,if not i must take 14 home...til e nxt time we meet,takkaire=))

to michelle chang shu hui,duno if u will read dis but just wanna say, I LOVE YOU!!!

mel:hi hi=)) hope u r doing well now
ai ah yi:aiyo u dun unds chi???ai ah yi=short auntie lo haha=p kidding w u la.eh i not ass hor,ya 1st rumored admirer den is haha lol.muz b e passenger din see u so nv let u sit la haha lol=p

New Year liao

2008-01-11T02:40:00.000+08:00

wow close to a month since i last blog sia.too lazy to blog i must say.actually got alot of things to blog about lyk 4f outing@suntec,council outing@hideout etc but im juz plain lazy la.feeling very listless and "passion-less",most importantly i am feeling poor...while mao is changing jobs lyk nobody's business im having serious problems finding 1.is there something wrong w me???actually my requirements very simple de lehz,if anyone has some good job lobang can gai siao me.here are my requirements:-
1.basic pay of at least 6/hr
2.in the east
3.dun have to work on new year

lidat not too guo fen rite?but dam i juz cant seem to find a job.zzz.suay kia,if only i had e charming features of boss den maybe i can get a few part time jobs sia haha lol.

anw new year liao but i lyk no new year resolution de lehz.no plans no nothing.HOPEFULLY 2008 will b a betta year,e keyword here is HOPEFULLY...supposedly PEOPLE says 2008 is a gd year for e zodiac snake budden who is the PEOPLE i oso duno.but it definitely doesnt look so dam promising now.but i gotta admit 2007 kinda emo sia,i realized alot more abt frenz.i muz really thank whoever helped me to get into 2d'03 and 4f'05 cuz dis pp rocks my life...im so thankful i still have class outings to attend,gathering to chill w and bbq to eat...emo hor?dats 2007.emo in a good way i guess.2007 is a good year cuz i get to noe more about my classmates from 04/06,especially tsam who juz treated me fnc today haha.tsam jiayou,thanks for teaching me so much things during this 1year+.i'll always rmb wad u said,

"never depend on others for happiness" -tsam

actually i got alot of things to say de but some pp complain i too naggy tok too much in 1 post so i betta end here.

those who wished me merry xmas:HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
purple:omg u r tagging at my blog!!!thanks=)) i shall return ya favour
amaya:haha thanks,its e thot dat counts.i was just being random
batman:arsenal?as u can see,my life is too screwed for me to care a shit abt bpl
felicia:OMG dis 1 more scary!!!is dis e felicia who i think she is???AI AH YI???lol how was ya 518 ride home dat day lol.thanks for tagging=))

What a day2

2007-12-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

imba day number 2.tdy everybody super piss w me sia.yday make soh wait den he piss in tar.but im sorry to jem,xav n siyao for being late.anyway i think tdy is bad agn,i reach home go online lyk offend every single 1.i really kinda demoralized n saddened by tdy.everybody's face lyk justice bao.qilun still say i got harmless face,i think i got qian bian face la.nbdy lyks me=(( stupid soh,dats e 1st n last time u come my hse,if nt i muz move hse sia.

in conclusion,it just isnt v good this few days,hoping for some kind soul to come to my rescue...

wad a day!!!

2007-12-16T01:31:00.000+08:00

today is an imba day.lotza things happened but none according to plan.went soh's hse stay over ended up disturbing him n v tired.my phone batt went flat.v troubled.then late for mahjong session,where jem told me that we nt going thailand le.duno how to react oso.zzz.late agn to meet qilun n muscle boy even doh i ran all e way frm xav's hse til my calves harden.den at qilun's hse i step on sth i presume is his dog's pee.zzz.how worst off can my day b?u noe,what hurts the most is NOT being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away and never knowing what could have been and not seeing that loving you is what I was trying to do,bt nt being appreciated.nw dat i cant go bangkok,i duno wad im gonna do dis holiday...nth seems 2 b going rite 4 me.zzz.sian½.is dis wads life is abt?being 18 is scary,bad things start to appear 1 after another...bt fuck all dis obstacles,im nt gonna b emo,i'll 越战越勇 n emerge victorious because im NG ZHAO XIANG!!!GRGG......

Sian

2007-12-14T14:47:00.000+08:00

dun really feel lyk blogging anymore liao,dam sian la.i dun even hv e energy to think of wad to write.zzz.but anw i still wanna thank all dose who wished me happy birthday and made it a point to celebrate w me=))

to my parents,even doh u both wun b reading dis n din hv time to celebrate w me but i noe u love me so thank you=))

speciall thanks to Jem,Dee,Xav,Vio,Mao,Robin,Boon,Xin,King and of cuz Michelle...

stupid soh,even doh u din celebrate w us but at least u came to wish me oso haha.thanks.

thanks to wanru, angelyn, evelyn, best friend, robin, muscle boy, renee, shimin, sikaige, siao, gee, rachel, fifa, brynner, porridge, laura, matthew, ling'er, mel lim, don, eepin, sam, eric, jingzhi, spyke, blackie, kaiyin. marianne and yiyee for wishing me(in order of 1st come 1st serve haha)

takkaire everyone.i'll b going bangkok fom 19-24dec and i wun b bringing my phone along so dun bother sms-ing me ok?dun b piss if i dun reply haha.

My Idols

2007-11-28T20:00:00.000+08:00

A'level is over & i hv been mahjong-ing lyk its my part time.lol anw tdy finally had e chance to go out w Michelle!!!gosh i miss her lyk hell lotz......aft dunno how many donkey weeks of A's den mahjong only once w her,i finally got e chance to b w her agn!!!ok i shall spare you e agony of listening to all e lovey dovey details=p

Anw i hv decided to post an entry for each of my idols.idols not as in Giggs,Ronaldinho etc but those dat made an impact in my life or exposed me to new insights...lyk what my beloved girlfriend said,"people grow w each encounter"(or sth along dat line haha lol) so its lyk meeting each of these idols really enriches my life...

So to begin w(not in any order of merit),e 1st idol i am going to introduce is obviously my imba tutor,mr david sim.imba timba pumba sia.he is abt 7 years older than me i think but dere isnt really any generation gap btwn us,ok maybe he was accomodating me but he is just imba.he was e 1 who taught me e powerpoint skills that my teachers said were imba haha lol.he was also e 1 who taught me presentation skills that won me 2 consecutive years of e speech thingy award.he imparted lotza skills to me-interpersonal skills,communication skills etc.but most importantly,he taught me how to b a man(do e right thing!!!)he is under e category of my best ever teacher.he is not only a teacher but also a friend to me,e 1 i could truly approach when i was in need of help.i am just sad to say dat i regret not being able to keep in contact w him...nevertheless i'll still try to contact him!he is my #1 idol sia,even before Giggs sia haha lol so you know how influential he has been to me=))

Well,its abt time for me to go fm haha lol.real long since i last blog & i hv been losing some passion for blogging but i decided to juz blog agn b4 i am gone for NS.do takkaire & hope to cya soon.

100 day anniversary

2007-10-05T02:11:00.000+08:00

100 days,a long time that seems to pass by too quickly when i am with you.My mundane life has been ignited by the radiance of your smile.You're the one i'm living for.The adrenaline rush i have when i'm with you is like having the 1st love.I was so so so happy when you gave me that bewildered look,even happier when you asked me,"what you doing here" & "where is vanessa?" Everything was going on smoothly=)) Do you know how many sleepless nights i had before this ecstatic day was over?But seeing you smile @ the end of the day just made everything worthwhile.The day was filled with lotza surprises & i enjoyed every single moment with you.Being with you is better than enjoying the super duper strong breeze @ ECP because you fill me with waves after waves of love...I love you.

robin:now i really go study le la,my econs 1 tuan zao lo
vanessa:eh dun luff @ me can,typo mistake wad.and i did blog k,just that i too tired after the 10 laps so i just saved as draft
ma!colm:haha mao mao,my post only 1 color but my reply colorful only,so can differentiate ma.sometimes too colorful nt gd lo.yea you b my econs mentor
a-ma-ya:eh dun emo timo lehz,cheer up la.muz learn fom me,b super duper optimistic.the tough gets going when the going gets tough=))
lu-la-la:thanks undergrad haha lol.sibei stress,nid to gather help for econs

Calling all economists-wannabes,there is an econs noob here.If you succeed in guiding me to a pass in econs you will definitely be able to be one of the world's greatest economists haha lol.

Soh's bday

2007-09-30T16:52:00.000+08:00

Yday was Batman's day.I am not going to talk about it cause he most probably will.Kinda sad at how i just wasted my entire weekend.The coming week is going to be so dam busy but yet i am still wasting all this time enjoying while people are mugging.Grgg dong buay diao.Somebody saves me!!!

Alot of things happened recently & i am not please with how they went...People always say 中年危机 but i am encountering 少年危机!But hey come on,look on the bright side of life,this is probably what makes teenage years so interesting.Because of all this shit i am stuck in that's how i realize you guys out there are all so important right?=)) You guys(my friends) better treasure me hor.K la,i'll also treat you all like there is no tomorrow.Eh i never left out anyone i wanna thank in my thanksgiving entry ok,other than ahem ahem haha lol.That 1 is purposely leave out de.If you realize you dont understand this part i suggest you do not carry on reading because this entry is devoted to thank that ahem ahem haha lol.

Thank you for being ever so nice & sweet.I know you must have hurt so badly when you dropped from heaven into my life,you are my angel...I am grateful for your consideration & thoughtfulness even when i am so wilful & unreasonable.Thank you for loving me.

Hard to sleep, just thinking about you
Hard to stay awake, and miss dreaming about you.
All I need is you..2 put that smile on my face
All I want is you..2 keep me feeling this way.

Gotta mug attack le,if anybody in need of study kaki there is 1 here.
Quote of the day:The scariest thing isnt realising that exams are round the corner and you have minimal knowledge, but the fact that you realise it and are do nothing to change it.

Ongton:you are what you think you are.wah very poetic hor haha lol
Larre:ya name too common la.wow touchy lehz,i got your ass covered man haha lol
Robin:yay ya fav color agn.haha i got put shen ok.eh i now more hooked on boardgames cafe,nxt time go BANG! haha lol.Sakae must save for other occasions la.
Batman:you corkanathan.you are my favourite superhero haha lol,halal 1 smr haha lol.dont copy muscleboy la,later he climb onto you!
Muscleboy:eh dont tell people is i teach you de ma,later people think i trying to lead you astray haha.yea i remember you keep asking all the 13 yao & stuff,dont know how to walk wanna learn to run liao haha lol.mj soon k?my hands very tight now sia haha lol.
Amaya:want me teach you not?my chem get U de haha lol=p

Bad news,my granduncle just passed away.Hope my grandaunt will be fine.

Mr Indian Curryhouse

2007-09-22T19:02:00.001+08:00

Post Prelim

2007-09-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

Had my last paper today,physics paper1.After that went to some boardgames cafe in bukit timah with Bai,Jorim,Poh & Shu kit,sounds far right?But actually cause on the way can talk cork so time seems to fly by real fast.The cafe is pretty good.Ambience great,sofa comfy even though my butt a little hot must keep moving,nice muffins called scone,basically a good place to chill.Most important thing is that its free to play boardgames there!!!Just buy something and you can play for hours.Saw couples and students come play games and talk non-stop,suddenly i think the person who came up with this idea is imba.Anyway we played taboo for quite long,Jorim ownage lo,all the general knowledge and chim terminology he knows sia.

Then we went marina bay for the highlight of the day,STEAMBOAT!!!Poh suggested 镇发活海鲜 cause got fresh crabs ma.Then something very kiam pa happened on the way there.This guy accidentally touch 1 auntie's hair or something then the bitch turn around and said,"say sorry"...Wah the guy stun tio den he blur blur huh her.She 不客气 and repeated the same phrase.The guy no choice just say lor.Felt sorry for the guy,1st time seeing such barbaric auntie.

Well we went to meet kiat,tiu & yize for steamboat.Quite ok la,the price abit steep though,now 13 le.Ate til dam pissed cause the oil kept splattering onto our hands,got 1 "VIOLENT EXPLOSION" even hit my face la,almost hit my eyes.Poh was on his "hunting trip",searching for "eligible targets" haha lol.

Today was a very fun day lo,especially the boardgames cafe la,so fun although we played a few games only.Reliving happy moments cause can stay away from all my fan nao.But reality is always so cruel,must pull me back from the virtual world.Actually it is not a bad idea to be living in your own world,just have some friends around can le.That's what i thought after watching the 1st episode of America's Next Top Model.There are 2 contestants who left a very deep impression on me.They are Jael & Renee.Jael is a girl who would rather lose the competition than be hated by her friends while Renee comes across to me as a very arrogant and corky person.Jael is like those innocent girl who just want to make friends although her looks very havoc de haha lol.Renee is just dam success-oriented,die die must win.The thing i learn from Jael is she how she tries to build a good relationship with the majority of the people at the beginning and the thing i like about Renee is that she is frank and real.Conclusion:moral of the story is to treat your friends well and be frank.Think what is important now is for me to do well in A's and maintain my good friendship,so i shall work hard and spend more time with all my friends!!!

Getting a little drowsy after taking medicine,anyway take care people.See you=))

Enlightenment

2007-09-17T18:32:00.000+08:00

Just came home after getting owned by maths.Not as demoralizing as last year but i think the score should be the same if not worst.As i predicted,paper 2 was a killer,tio owned by parametric sia.Some funny guy set some funny questions,where got feel like tearing the paper.Almost spotted the questions correctly for pure maths,except parametric.

Well with that aside,i 心血来潮,feel like giving thanks to those who has made an impact on my life.Of course 1st must thank my family.Sweet memories of my grandparents,parents & relatives and cousins.Heartfelt thanks although you all probably wont be reading this.Thank you to my grandparents & parents for your 养育之恩,thank you to my relatives for taking good care of me and of course thank you to my wonderful cousins for being ever so nice to me=))

Then there are 2 teachers who had great impact on my life.1st is my primary2 maths teacher who i forgot the name=p I am sorry but i still remember he likes to punish guys by grabbing our thighs cause very ticklish.He really very nice,made me the maths rep & always give me presents.Thanks you sir.Next is of course my tutor Mr David Sim.He is sensational.My perfect role model.He has always been that big brother looking after me,teaching me life-long lessons.From our trips to Sentosa & The Escape,all the fond memories are flowing in my mind.He is not just a teacher to me but a friend who i can always confide in.I am so sad to lose contact with him but i vow to find him again.

Following these great role models,i must thank my buddies in AHS.1st are my NCC mates,special thanks to
Batman,Eng Soon,Jian Wei,Kel Tan,Larre,Mao,Ming Wei,Robin,Spyke,Wee Chuan...Must also thank Qilun,Shao Qi,Shen,Thong Seng for their guidance.Must thank my council friends especially 4zfd,AM,Hui Min,Jem,Juli,Matt,Siao,Shi Min,Sin Hwee,Xav,Xiang...Also Alex,Brynner,Clinton,Wen Bin are also very wonderful seniors & juniors!Last but not least must thank my classmates,all the Funkadelics & 2d^i03ns...

The joy and happiness you all gave me are like IMBA!!!Anyway quote of the day is something my buddy taught me,never depend on others for happiness.So fight for your own happiness people!!!Take care & have a good day.

New song

2007-09-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

Here's a very nice song by Gwen Stefani called 4 in the morning.

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
i'm lying here in the dark
watching you sleep, it hurts a lot

[Bridge]
And all I know is you’ve got to give me everything
and nothing less,cuz you know I give you all of me

[Chorus]
I give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the mornin and the tears are pouring
And I want make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come we do it right

All I wanted was to know i'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down

It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love for me
We can’t escape the love
Give me everything that you have

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

Sian½

2007-09-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

我事先声明,i am not emo,just pissed.Seriously i kinda buay song sia.Zzz.I feel so fake la.Is this all worth it not?Later like A'Division again,put in so much effort only to be discarded & not appreciated.Does anybody the feeling of being 冷漠?Just in case you dont know,i am an only child.Bloody freaking lonely like nobody's business,that's why i freaking dont want to be lonely.People see me alone studying or what think i loner but it is actually because i will start talking to people if study together.Dam gay,want to find people chill then nobody free,want to study alone then people come jio.Robin i am not saying about you so dont worry.Anyway back to the topic,i really do have a very bad feeling about this la.Zzz.Haiyo really buay tahan this kind of premonition or whatever it is called.Think it is also the name of a movie right?Haha better dont talk about movies,later tempted to go watch=p

Who am i?What am i?Where am i?These are questions running through my mind endlessly.Eh i repeat hor,i am not at all emo ok!Just pissed,pure pissness...Not bad sia,think my anger management improve le wor.Havent used a single vulgarity yet!Aiya anyway got to sleep liao,ciao.

Best friend

2007-09-15T03:14:00.000+08:00

Ok i am here to praise somebody#3 since the friendly uncle praised me.This is call passing on good deeds,or whatever you call it.See?Now you all know i am nice liao rite?回头是岸 so it is still not to late to realize how great i am haha lol=p Anyway ya,i am here to praise Vanessa Tan Zi Han a.k.a. Dumbo a.k.a. Blur Sotong...And the list carries on but it is also because of this that makes her "harmless",hence a good friend.Always calls her best friend although she very reluctant,who cares what she thinks right haha lol.Just kidding.Dumbo is nice to bully although sometimes she will fierce de,dont know learn from which smart girl de haha lol.Blur til like dont know what but now she got backing liao,no pushover k...Wah i am like writing a testimonial for her but yet suan-ing her also haha lol.I am getting evil=))

Rarrh gotta go liao,so late must go sleep although i dont feel like.Tomorrow still must go study,swim,chill & get my notes.Yawnz.

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight

Happy week

2007-09-13T18:07:00.000+08:00

Prelims have started...GP was poorly done,as usual did not complete AQ.Physics was kinda bad,everyone said it was easy but yet i left alot of blanks.Luckily there is still maths to motivate me lo.Pretty easy i must admit,yet i still careless,hopefully i am on my way to getting my 1st A in TJ!!!Then chemistry was a killer,disastrous.But anyhow,this is a relatively happy week for me haha lol.Here's what happened...

I was studying outside last sunday when my mum called to ask me buy the chinese newspaper.While i was waiting,there was a friendly uncle who asked me where to post letter.Seeing that i was wearing TJ shirt,he started chatting with me because he lives near TJ.Finally when he was leaving,he said something to me.

Friendly uncle:Nice talking to you.I think you are very photogenic,you should join the 校花校草 show.

That made my day man.Probably 1 of the best compliment i ever had,i dont get praised often anyway.Thanks friendly uncle,although i dont know you haha.Isn't it amazing how a stranger can change your day?So this week has really been sweet & nice for me.Then some people very jian,told them about what the uncle said and this is what they replied:

somebody#1:the uncle never wear specs huh?
somebody#2:the uncle eyes got stamp huh?
somebody#3:the uncle blind ar?
somebody#4:why the uncle taste so lousy?

"NICE" friends,all niao me.9 out of 10 say the uncle got something wrong.I know i dont have the type of calibre to join but dont like that break my fragile heart ma haha lol=p But i still very happy somebody praised me lehz!!!So cool.Well,tomorrow's physics paper 2.All the best to myself=p

Kay howe:you are the ultimate stalker.is stalking the new trend?after min jie then jeff then now kay howe haha lol

Vanessa:i know i was fierce but 人都是会变的,so maybe i now not so fierce ma.haiz such bad reputation=((

Optimistic

2007-09-08T01:59:00.000+08:00

After being emo for quite a long while,i thought about it & it seems like i should be more optimistic.Actually people,if you think about it,being emo is a very selfish act.It is like committing suicide,you hurting yourself AND also those who care for you!!!Ok i know this may sound contradicting to my previous post but seriously i have just started to realize how wrong i was.Harping on all the sad stuff wont make things better.Instead,we should think of what to do to improve the situation.Be active in making happiness for yourself,never depends on others for your own happiness.Fight for what you want.This is what i think:If you really want someone/something very badly,FIGHT for it!!!Tomorrow i will fight hard for the people & things i want!!!Yeah man,im very motivated now,can probably go to war now.Saturday,here i come!!!

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡着
像这样的生活我爱你你爱我

Emo day

2007-09-08T00:28:00.000+08:00

Wah preparations for prelims are really very bad man.Can tell how unprepared i am from how prepared others are.Today was another mug attack.Not very effective once again.Went library with Siao then went mac join the rest.While Violet managed to study micro in like 7 hrs,i only finished 1 chapter per day.Sibei stress ar.

Ok today really quite sian,still very sick.Think i shall call it a virus,been sneezing & coughing like nobody's business for some time.Never study much still play play play.This few days got a few things keep happening.1st,Vanessa keeps stalking me!Been seeing her since monday or something.2nd,i have been sick even way before that la.Sad case sia,dont know when will recover.Hopefully i will get well before monday.3rd,everybody is saying i am very fierce.That day Fabian called me to find Batman then when he heard that it was me he like kua tio gui ar!!!He became dam polite with me la.Then that time at mich's house also,i sleeping then nobody dares to wake me up.All say i very fierce then all dont dare to call me.It was from that day on that i realize i was such a monster.Then today Xavier said i very fierce again,that i always shout at people de.Sian lehz,i really didnt know i so bad.I always thought when people say i bad they were just kidding but then suddenly like everyone say i bad,Anyway i have been using sorry very often this month cause i did a lot of wrong things.Especially make people sad & stuff.I really want to apologize to everyone,especially you.Sorry.

AM's bday photos(part2)

2007-08-31T02:36:00.001+08:00

Here's some of the photos taken from Siao's & AM's birthday celebration.
Handsome SIAO!
Bedok Gang...
What a nice heart!
Yum Yum
Bday girl @ work
Unglam moments

AM's bday photos(part1)

2007-08-31T02:16:00.001+08:00

AM & 你变了
Siao & AM
Matt cramping & AM with her sunshine smi
Stunning & Shocking!!!
AM's birthday!!!

Happy 2nd mth!!!

2007-08-29T02:08:00.000+08:00

Today(28-8-07) has got to be one of the happiest day for me this year.Yet it started so badly,my long pants got drenched,notes became giam cai & the TJ subway cookies were sold out!!!However,as the saying goes,好戏在后头.The day just took a sudden u-turn.Met Mich to study then go watch hairspray.Imba timba sia,the movie was nice la.So funny even though the plot was simple.There is this character called penny that really resembles van,not their looks but rather their behaviour & stuff haha.Totally same blurness sia haha lol.The movie is really good so i recommend you guys to watch it,probably give it a 7.5-8 stars ba haha lol.I also watched secret with robin on monday haha.Nice movie also,very touching i must admit,almost cried.Look,the word here is almost which means i didnt haha lol.Anyway their piano skills are imba,imagine their fingers are like faster than the world 100m world record holder's legs!Can only peh fu de wu ti tou di haha lol.Think im going to buy the VCD when it comes out haha.

To all soccer fans out there,lets keep a moment of silence for the late antonio puerta who passed away on tuesday due to a prolonged cardiac arrest.Really sad to see someone pass away,what's more he is only 22.Still cant really accept the fact that someone so healthy died.Oh my god,there have been so many cases of cardiac arrest leading to deaths recently.It's really just too traumatising,cant help wondering if it would happen to me.Scary.That's why people,we have to treasure every moment we spend together cause you never know when is the last time......

Anyway there is this newspaper article that i read about mole.Haha it talks about the different meaning of the mole @ different places.Here are the interpretations:
Shoulder---filial & responsible
Armpit---人缘极佳
Chest---对伴侣千依百顺
Knee---excel in work
Arm---great interpersonal skills
Wrist---事业迟熟
Calf---晚年无忧
Butt---桃花旺
Its just for reference la,dont have to take it too serious but i think it is rather accurate cause i have 3 moles of which 2 i think very accurate,the other 1 is yet to be known haha.Anyway it's kinda late so i better get going haha.Takkaire people & please do not fall sick.

XDD:hi xiaodidi,cant talk to you much nowadays le.A'level coming so must hardworking abit haha=p
batman:ya ya ya you pro la hor.eh pray for puerta k

Thanks for making today such a memorable day...

不要放弃不要沮丧

2007-08-25T07:19:00.000+08:00

Super long time never come online.ZzZ.School is getting more & more stress.Everyone say i very emo,although i really admit getting emo quite easily nowadays.Luckily derez dis study break to ease things a little.Really stressed til cant rmb properly what i went through this few weeks haha lol.Can only remember AM's,Van's & Bing's bday sia.

Went VJ to "surprise" AM last tue but due to some poor planning on my part,not everything went according to plan haha.But anyhow i m sure AM is very understanding & appreciative of the present we gave.Lucky she lyks the present sia,if not will feel so dui la haha lol.Jem said forgot to write the credits so here i m to acknowledge anyone who made some contribution in one way or another.1st,our committee consists of 4zfd,Jem,Xav & ME!!!Sounds weird giving credit to myself,so bhb sia haha but thats me wahaha.2nd,must thank 4zfd & Jem for circulating the book in VJ and designing the book and coordinating everything=)) 3rd,must thanks 4zfd,Jem & Siao for those "cute & dumb" captions haha lol=p 4th,thanks to all those who wrote in the book & made it there.

We went cartel & had the Crispy Jumbo Combo.The uncle still must confirm with Siao cause it's for 5 person den only got me,Jem,Siao & Xav.Think he very funny,never see we got Je,Mi & Ma mehz?Haha lol with me & Siao around,even the biggest restaurant will go bankrupt la.Anw sorry guys cause i think i ate quite alot hor?Need to gain some weight.Speaking of which,i just took my weight @ Xav house on saturday.We were watching CSS together then started talking about somebody's weight so i decided to take mine.Still about the same lehz,means i need to eat more!!!Back to CSS,Shawn won the overall champion although it doesnt matter to me,only know everyone dislikes Zhengning haha but i shall not comment on that.Anyway,on my way to Xav house something happening happened.There was this girl who alighted @ the same stop & walked the same route as me.Can see she abit scared cause she like purposely walk faster,think she thinks i stalking her haha lol.I abit stunned when we came to the same block,then the lift came.I was still a distance away although i can still make it to the lift but i figured if i ran in,she would probably freak out or something.Dam funny la,i was thinking what would happen if i ran in.

After that went Mao house for soccer gathering.Dumb Van thought i really miss my stop,she thought my orienteering skills that bad haha.That day celebrate her bday she brought us walk dont know how many big rounds la.I decided not to blog about her bday yet cause havent got the photos.Anyway suppose to watch the real match but no reception so too bad for Batman.For 2 consecutive days,i have been sleeping on the beds of others!!!1st Mao then Batman,so sorry for the inconvenience caused.Actually still got alot more to blog but shall save it for the next time.Kinda tired & must save more energy for tomorrow haha cause tomorrow will always be a better day.

不要放弃,不要沮丧.

Let me be the nicest guy to you because that is the reason i came into this world...

Siao's bday

2007-08-12T01:12:00.000+08:00

Went to surprised Siao on wednesday night with Xavi & Jem.All the stupid bitches around his house,middle of the night still bark like nobody business.Gay Siao slept like pig,never answer calls for dont know how long.In the end he came out when the candles already burning cake liao.We took some photos & i realized this funny photo.Next day couldnt wake up on time to meet Robin & gang @ airport.Anyway it wasnt very efficient cause end up playing.Left for Larre's house where we helped him dao(fix in hokkien)his new table.Didnt really watch NDP cuz busy playing psp haha lol.Then left to swim,forgot to bring my cam down so went up again.Wah the phototaking very fun but too bad cant post cause the photos are all rating to be advised genre haha lol.Anyway i was freaking piss on my way back.Robin & Mao bus came dam fast then only i 1 person there.I was doing something when this bloody bus 17 driver just zoom passed.Bastard!Made me waited so long ALL ALONE with my handphone battery FLAT!!!Seriously hope that bus driver will have worst luck than me.Got home real emo & just go to sleep.

Friday:went to fish & co for Siao birthday celebration.Dont know why do so much for him,like never appreciate de=p Anyway the fish & co people dam kuku la,sang birthday song for 2 other people but didnt sing for us.DISCRIMINATION.Nevertheless,we still had fun & we gave Siao a pillow with a casing designed by Jem as she claimed.She thought of giving pillow & i thought of designing it with glitter glue so it is more like a combine effort by us haha.Then we bought 40 year old virgin to go Siao's house watch.AM & Matt left so me,Jem,Xavi,4zfd & Zhou went to watch the show.Lol so funny la,think we laughed the most when the guy had to waxed his chest hair.Ouch!!!After that was home sweet home.

Saturday:Studied @ bedok mac with Jem,Xavi,4zfd,Siao & Zhou.Nice Zhou brought the psp his friend lent him to distract us haha lol.Anyway Jem & 4zfd bought some stickers to stick on our GCs haha lol,very cute.Went to Long John to talk cork after that & it was very fun memories haha lol.

Sunday:Went to airport to study.Saw Jeff there,so funny la.Keep insisting that i am tailing him haha lol.Nothing interesting happened til i was going home.Saw Shiyun @ the bus stop & we started chit-chatting.Then we got stucked @ the entrance of t2.The policeman found a wallet & dont know why must transfer us to the other 24.Luckily didnt waste too much time,before long,i already reached bedok.

Vanessa:you 2 better take good care of each other,dont always eat all the unhealthy food
Mel & Eve:wah clique 5 send 1 rep go also no use,our class so little people that day
Amaya:eh eh eh dont anyhow sabo hor,i normally hang out with guys de can
AM:must have confidence in yourself,you passed.thanks friend=))

Was the past 2 days just coincidence or is that what they call fate?Seems like i have an affinity with you.Hope to see you more often.Takkaire & hang in there=))

Sushi

2007-08-08T22:37:00.000+08:00

Had sakae yesterday.Imba timba poomba.Duno ate how many donkey soft shell crabs, fried salmon, gyoza, spicy salmon & of course CHAWANMUSHI!!!Wahaha i was too obsess with eating while Xavi & Jem were busy counting the number of plates they ate haha.Then we decided to do something funny.Cause we are like next to the kitchen then the few tables around us all empty so we place our phones on the conveyor belt haha lol.As our phones were coming,we were preparing to take photos of it when a family took 1 of the table & appeared astounded when they saw the phones while we were busy LOAO haha lol.Everybody were looking at us la.We took a couple of interesting photos haha lol.

Today was NDP celebration & as expected very few people turn up but our class only clique 5 & Jam pon haha.After the thing went suntec with john to buy donuts.So funny sia.At 1st Sam thought only the short queue outside still ok.Then he saw til toilet still ok.Finally he realized its all the way til the load elevator then not ok liao.So ended up taking the express queue which was quite ok la.Bought white strawberry & mint choc.Then went carl's jr SEE them eat haha cause really abit ex then must save money ma.Went home & was talking to Siwei on the way home.Haha she quite funny,very animated sia.Anyway i needed a haircut badly cause of my long behind so went to interchange to cut.Not bad,10 min or so finished plus i am still ok with it haha lol.Looking forward to this long break,thanks man.

AM:haha it doesnt matter which nick you use la lol.wah thinking girl,we are quite similar haha.eh take lehz,Jem easily got 80 liao lol
Van:you lazy pig,if you come school today then i wont have to wake you up right?
Muscle boy:they all bully me say i very small size la.enjoy siyao's day haha lol

Personality & Multi-Intelligences Test

2007-08-06T23:28:00.000+08:00

Dont know whether zun not haha.I dont really understand what are my multiple intelligences,can somebody explains them to me haha lol.

Normal day

2007-08-06T19:58:00.000+08:00

Man utd won the charity shield.Ryan Giggs scored!!!A calm & well placed shot that left Cech helpless.Credits to Van der Sar who did brilliantly to save 3 penalties in a row.He makes it look easy,doesnt he?However,there is still a major letdown,Evra was the MOM -_-" Tio owned by another xiao hei(Phillips) still can get,must be cause assist Giggs.Anyway i am real excited to see what the new man utd would be like.Van der Sar, Ferdinand, Vidic, Hargreaves, Scholes, Anderson, Nani, Ronaldo, Rooney, Tevez & Giggs!!!

Anyway today i was pretty stunned in GP.I was talking to Don,too much perhaps,where Mrs HO said something that totally shut me up.I am not going to say what is it but it got pretty disgusting when she bothered to elaborate.Then compre talk about this Oedipus guy who killed his father & married his mother unknowingly.Then talked about incest which reminds me of an incident in taiwan where this innocent baby's mind was polluted by his grandpa who always watch porn while carrying him.Poor boy,grew up having some psychological problem.Then got this 12 year old dont know what's wrong,gang rape a woman lehz.Another guy tio gang rape also.What is becoming of the world man?!Think there is too much 伤风败俗 happenings going on le.See already also feel disgusted.

Anyway we went to train pull ups & Sam did 20 assisted.Not bad,if this continues he should be able to get silver/gold.Went to take a look @ the NAPHA results.Jing Hean,my distant cousin,got 30 points.Nothing to be amazed of since he is 2 years older than us & a triathlete.Then i realized something.My shutter run timing not bad lehz,only 5 person better than me nia haha.I shall go train more sprintings haha lol,good for broad jump & shutter run.Then Sam said something that i buay tahan.

Sam:Wah you very small size lehz,LIKE GIRL.Even John more man than you.

Win liao lo,like that say me.Freaking dont like people say i feminine looks or whatever.Which part of me looks like a girl you tell me?Go tell people ex-NCC ASM feminine i tell you they sure laugh til 脱裤子.That's why i am trying very hard to gain some mass but it doesnt seems to work.It's either i am training too much or there are worms in my stomach.Anyway i am going to take more fish & chicken after my research shows that proteins are the key to gaining mass.I dont want to be small size,makes me look weak then like no sense of security lehz.Already i cant get into commando cause i am underweight,if i dont do anything about it i think i cant even parachuting.Sure get blown away by the wind sia*phew*.My target is to reach 60kg by prelims.Hopefully somebody can give me some useful pointers on how to eat healthily.To all you slim people who are trying to lose mass,dont be dumb cause somebody here is desperately trying to gain weight & i assure you it's as difficult,if not more.A little baby fat also very cute de ma,look @ Selina haha lol.She is also very pretty.

So tired,dont feel like doing any work.Oh by the way i want to watch Jay Chou's new movie so if anyone wants to watch can please jio me?I dont mind Disturbia too.I know i should be studying but i want to catch the last movie before i go into mugging mode.Anyway Happy Birthday Singapore,in advance haha lol.Enjoy your break people,have fun.

renee:of course i nice la,if not you nice mehz haha lol.ya ya ya its your welcome note
amaya:cause really very long.aiya i rather think about girl then talk to friends haha lol kidding=p
batman:ya i will go de.i was trying to do that long ago but didnt know how haha.thanks anyway.noob la,fail my test

overslept

2007-08-04T23:11:00.001+08:00

*Note:This is a rather long post,if you are tired/lazy please dont read
Sorry robin,yesterday too tired so couldnt wake up.Friday reach home too late that's why.Anyway childish auntie,happy birthday.Today went to study @ the airport.Studied 2 chapters of chem nia.zzz.Haiz dont know why now like very listless.Is it cause of the stress?Tried my best to be happy le lor.I practically gave a big smile to everyone i know.Yet there are things that made me angry.Nevermind,i shall try harder to be happier cause happiness is not about what happens to you but how you choose to respond to what happens.That's why it's called happiness not happenness

Was just chatting with muscle boy on msn when we talked about secondary school lives.He asked me what is my most significant memory of NCC.I dont know how to answer.Thinking back,i really regret doing so many things i never should have done.I was so stubborn,childish & dumb.From the 1st day i of orientation where i held such high admiration for my OGL(ying huan & aaron) to the very last day of our grad night.From the freshies who tucked in the uniform like some noob cake to the guy who my SA classmate thought i was ah beng(what a joke when my GP teacher says i have feminine looks).From the day i was holding in pumping position for the 1st time in my life in front of d&t lab to the passing out parade which was my last time in NCC uniform.All this memories have made me quite nostalgic.Secondary school life is like taking a rollercoaster ride-thrilling,unexpected & an experience of a lifetime.Imagine having a bad tempered naughty boy whose study all along cannot make it as a councillor.The result:total discrimination.Always tio kb like cork then i also not say alot of friends,so dam pek chek.& if you know why i joined council you will say i am a dumbass.Actually i last time very enthu council de,but in the end we only got to do ushering & backstage duties.I even a period of time i thought publicity was more fun cause can stay back do banner then got bonding ma.I like this kind of like togetherness.Too bad my passion lies in sports so ya lo.Initially called Sports & Recreation(later called Recreation & Entrepreneur),we end up being called the "ushering committee"!!!When i heard about it i was so piss la,so i ask my comm heads why we nothing to do & they said we were going to start planning to open a cafe then got a lot of behind the scene stuff must settle 1st.Ever since then my attitude for council dropped like siao.First of all i must say sorry to the teachers & AM cause i was dam lousy.My attendance fo council super lousy sia,direct contrast with NCC de.Super irresponsible la.Haiz.Basically i just wasted everybody's time since sec3 cause i was doing nothing.Sorry CCP,let you down.

On NCC side i also never do much sia.Mr Mohammud bin Gee was in charged of Part B Camp,muscle boy Part A Camp.Me?Nothing.Also never win any awards or what for the unit.When Shen asked us what we did for the company,i was dumbfounded.But i really had lots of fun during my NCC days.Go through all the shit together,like that then got bonding ma.All the seniors said our part is the most bonded part they have ever seen,even the teachers agreed!Woohoo.We live,we rock.

Actually throughout my 4 years in AHS hor,i realized something.My classes were the most enthu of my batch.1d/2d no need say la,all the crazy people put together.Got people like georgie & gou gou,SURELY not hyper de.Yet we had very little bonding as a class cause the girl had some gang then got cliques here & there.If got somebody to gel us together hor,i think our bonds would be stronger than covalent,ionic & metallic bonds all 3 add together ar haha lol!Then 3f/4f was after the bonding camp,we really like UHU glue liao.All the ban mian day & stuff.So i am very thankful i had such fun classes.Of course must thank 2d^i03ns,if not for your i wont be who i am now...Wah like star award like that haha lol=P

It's about 6am on sunday now,time to go to bed.I shall be mr nice guy & reply all your tags.

robin:haha lousy lehz you,dont know my house which floor.eh dont play cheat la,do again for what?
batman:you idiot,do properly la if not i delete your result
xdd:yes xiaodidi,i dont lie.think this is longer=p
zhirong:see i so nice,specially put orange for you ok?i set a new test la,take it when you are free?=))
muscle boy:haha so you should come visit me now while i am still living in bedok lol
lulala:haha you monday slack but i not lehz lol.eh tell me moe about your school lehz.the chocolate banana i ate was just banana & flour la.zzz
mel:i have poor adaptability you know haha lol.eee you all very forgetful lehz

Today is a gift,that's why it is called present.Treasure every moment.

Gold for NAPHA

2007-08-01T20:34:00.001+08:00

*Note:This is a rather long post,if you are tired/lazy please dont read
Treated zhirong to cartel yesterday.Another big hole in the pocket but nevermind la,friends ma,so it's ok.Saw bai,mouth,king & jorim there.Then mouth dragged me & zhirong go walk with him.As we walked we noticed a phenomenon!AHS guys are like on some immersion programme.1 after another all attached to Damai girls(according to mouth) Saw at least 2 couples la,dont know they got link not haha lol=p Then walk walk in TM to the top then down again.Saw Michelle there with her class also.Then that's about it other than the fact that i got rather sian & sad that night.

I got gold for NAPHA.Total of 26 points.I know not good enough that's why next year i'll get 30.Lucky for me,i got a C for board jump(230cm)to get gold.Now that i know of the technique le i will do better.Actually this time round didnt do so well partly cause abit down.Super troubled right now.Anyway i am happy for my friends.Robin came in 35,Big Sam 36 & me 37!Robin got his gold after all the pull ups & running & sit ups we did.Seriously i very proud of him,not say i some big shit or what but cause like we go train together since j1 then now we reached our goal.Come on Sam,with me breathing down your neck you will get gold de.So funny la,Sam kept kena KB by me.Throughout the whole 2.4 i kept scolding him cause i think he really kept too much inside le,slacking like siao.He this type can get B de lo,just that he slack.Sin kiat on the other hand complete the entire 2.4 on his own la,our reservoir running paid off...Anyway some funny things happened during our NAPHA.At the shutter run station,01/06 was running.Guess who is there?WANG NAN!!!Wah he is funny or funny?The teacher ask him to record score ma then got this guy kajiao him say,"Wang Nan dont record wrongly hor?" Then i thought aiya he just kidding de ma haha wah then really lehz,as Wang Nan hands the results slip to Mr Fong he screamed.
"WANG NAN!!!Why you go write the shutter run timing under the 2.4 column?!"
Wah i laughed til peng you know muahaha lol literally sia.We all laughed like siao.Then pull ups the Cheng Liang & Hendrik all gave funny expressions de.After NAPHA jiu go opposite eat dessert haha lol then balek kampung.

Today in school also got something comical haha.We were in the library,John & me doing GP then Sam & Heech reading papers.Wah they 2 sit beside each other then hold up the newspaper dam comical la,a pity we couldnt take any photos before they moved.Wah today we bread fest lehz.Bought kaya buns,donuts & some other things.Then during civics Ms Tng told me i was late for school 7 times this term!Surely got so many de lo.If late again i must go see Frodo THONG!So from tomorrow onwards i must wake up early & reach school way before 730.Anyway because 4zfd keeps complaining that my friends test not accurate so i start a new one,how you can help me do it=))

Ok now to the learning point of today.As you can tell,i am not very happy so if i do offend anyone please tell me,i will apologise to you sincerely.Been very stress recently by A'levels.Then want to find people talk also all busy.I super desperate for people to talk to me but seems like everyone very busy.Oh well,i shouldnt trouble anyone then.But as what my primary school chinese teacher said,忙 means your heart die liao cause the 竖心旁 & 亡 haha.See i still remember my primary school teacher's teaching.Even remember her name,莲老师,cause she is a good teacher.Anyway,as much as i dont like to squeeze all my schedule in 1 day i still do so if i have to meet up with different people.I think what she said is true lor,that is nobody is too busy cause our heart aint dead.It's just an excuse for yourself i guess.Also i think our lives should not be all about someone.Guess it's just 1 of my 老毛病 when this happens.Too sticky maybe?So from now on i shall not like keep circle around people's lives.Shall spend my time evenly with everyone but seems like not everyone wanna spend time with me.Today do the WORDS WORDS WORDS for GP then was reading this essay which makes alot of sense.

No doubt,this has facilitated communication but,it has also reduced face-to-face interactions.Emoticons in emails or smiley faces in hand phones can never replace the expressions in the tone of a person.

I think it makes perfect sense.SMS & emails have desensitised us to all the expressions,feeling & emotions.I think it's very saddening that people are resorting to the use of technology to communicate.After reading the passage,i have decided to stop smsing that much.Seriously i think face-to-face interactions are much better although i know not everybody can afford that.Everyone has their own committments but i truly hope we'll still spend quality time with our love ones.Seeing my parents slogging their heart out just to send me to university,sometimes i just wished they can take a break.zzz.Kinda jealous of those rich people,dont even have to think when they spend.Sometimes i really dont know why the heck are we working so hard for?To me family & friends are more important cause they are the ones who will determine how far you go in life.What good is a 6 pointer who has not a single friend?Thinking back,i am kinda sorry for the way i behaved in council cause my attitude had been ai mai ai mai then not very on also.Now that i realize what i missed & wanna get back it seems all but hopeful.For those who do not know,i am probably moving to Seng Kang next year so dont know if i have the chance to chill with the bedok gang .I really hope i still can chill with you guys while i am still here.So guys & girls,if you need anyone to talk to please call me(although it's more like i want to talk to you) If you want to ask me out confirm plus guarantee chop no problem cause you know i super on de.As long as you in singapore i dont care what time where i also will go chill with you de.Cause i really need to whine to somebody & 吐苦水.I shall end here...Take care & see you people soon & King please drink more water although i know you aint reading this haha lol.Where are you when i needed you most...?

Kel:eh i not rich lo but there are some $ you spend le also feel its worth it & happy.
Batman:aiya dont know la,imeem de ma.dont like avril.eh got people say my songs nice k haha lol.
Jem:thanks ar,call me when you go online haha.eh i very nice right,never put your that GLAMOROUS photo haha lol.I blog about it le la.
Renee:yes the noob is you.wah you very bad lehz,saying i more noob right?fine.grgg.

1st month anniversary

2007-07-29T22:49:00.000+08:00

Watched 2 movies consecutively yesterday,now super broke.Somemore so many people's birthday now(spyke27,zhirong29,jian31) Purposely got 1 day break to let me go buy presents sia.Anyway i watched alone & invis target with michelle.Alone was ok only cause the ghost only appear to scare them,never really do anything,also dont know what she wants.Shutters probably better.After the movie the mood abit not right sia,partly because of the stupid fried mushrooms...I swear i never want to eat mushrooms again!So walk 1 big round liao we went back for another show & i was hoping that it would be something more lighthearted.Invis not bad,quite touching but the people even more imba than john mcclane!Can jump from the top of bus stop kena bang by doubledeck then fly dont know how many metres & stand up to chase people de.Surely wont die de la.After that went back bedok then go home.Haha other people birthday i still got present sia,super nice haha lol.Reach home super hungry cause only ate those stupid fried mushrooms.Think nowadays i like glutton,always looking for food at home de.Shit,i scared later really like what AM says,i have worms in my stomach!!!Anyway now i must save money so even if really got worms i will starve them to death also haha lol.Haiz wednesday is napha lehz,i am still very doubtful about jumping pass 230...Anyway think i better get focus on my studies.NitezZz.

End of school

2007-07-28T09:03:00.000+08:00

Went to AM's house yesterday.Wanted to go AM's house with shimin but because of my econ "test" then too late so she cannot.In the end we walked to the interchange when she could have taken the bus opp the NKF.Dont know is i accompany her or she accompany me...?
When i alighted at VS,something happening happened.Saw 2 VJ girls opp & 1 of them sideview looks like 4zfd,somemore she was carrying a purple file.So i called to punk her.When the phone picked up i was stunned!That girl wasnt holding on to a phone.

Me:Eh where are you?
*4zfd:Me?I at denise's house all along
Me:Huh really ar?I saw a girl now who looks like you lehz

Just then the girl turn around & i was like WTH!!!!!How can there ever be someone who looks so much like her?!Freak out like hell.Then *4zfd replied.

*4zfd:Haha must be you saw some pretty looking girl right?

Then i knew it wasnt 4zfd on the phone because she would never say that as long as she is in the right mind haha lol=p So i finally realized the *4zfd was jem cause 4zfd diverted the calls to jem's phone.Dumb la,she turn around also never saw me,must walk up to her -.- Then we went to the sidegate & we saw this guy walking to the gate after awhile,so we thought its AM's brother but said her brother overseas.As the guy approached the door,we realized he is an ANG MOH(inside jokes)!Anyway we managed to study for an hour plus only cause we arrived too late.So we went for dinner & they were taking my test verbally as we walked out.We had hokkien mee,chicken & dont know what mee sua,fish bluff bee hoon,roasted duck & meat rice & fried rice.Wah the small chilli so spicy til my ear hurts man lol.Then AM had to leave for her church as we continue in our ATTEMPT to study.Went to secret recipe & instead of studying we ended up eating cakes -.-" had Classic Cheese,Marshmallow Chocolate & Chocolate Banana=)) Then jem said something very true about me,"why you always eat finish le then take photos?" Seriously,i dont know also,probably just plain forgetful.So i took a real artistic photo of us la,should thank me.Realized we couldnt study then ended up playing with coins.Didnt know spinning coins so fun de.After that called for the bill then the service quite sucky.Think cause we students then look down on us.Here are some of the photos.Jem send me the most artistic 1 k=))

Whine

2007-07-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

We had the best physics prac in TJC & i even dare say this is the most enjoyable prac i have in my whole life!!!We were playing with the Cathode-Ray Oscilloscope(CRO).After the previous failure with the light spectrum shit,we 下定绝心 never to fail again haha lol.So this time we were really focused despite me smsing away cause there were simply not enough space.People's group got 4 people my group got 5,so i must siam 1 side lo.Partly cause she always asks me to move away so i just move first so as not to invite anymore KB from her.This time it was freaking cool shit.Sam & i saw the CRO & were dam freaking happy cause we think its dam fun.So we do do do then got any problem will ask that old hag.Then since we completed early,we were busy playing with the CRO & then we decided to take a video!LMAO the video freaking funny can.So i had my best prac with my fellow Faraday-ians haha lol.Then she started to glare at me throughtout the remedial.zzz.Anyway after school slack awhile then as we were walking down the stairs,i randomly said a quote of the DOTA heroes then sam also said 1.Then the both of us lag awhile & said "is trouble brewing?" haha lol so dam cool la.I think really is december babies more united haha.Like we both think CRO dam fun when that NOOB says it isnt.Lol anyway here's the video...

Breaking record

2007-07-25T05:46:00.001+08:00

Giggs is set to sign a new contract with man utd,a step closer to breaking the club appearance record set by charlton.See,this kind of loyal "brother" deserves our respect haha lol.Now then i realize he joined united shortly after i was born & now i becoming adult le he still there.Lagi best,he still wearing the same number,this is imba.Still remember how he owns 4 arsenal defenders(lee dixon twice)with his golden left leg before blasting into the top corner of seaman's net...IMBA!!!Got people say its because of him that people know about wales la.

Anyway i really getting piss with all the transfer tussle over tevez & heinze le.If tevez wants come then sell him la,勉强是不会有幸福的.Then i dont know is ferguson too old senile or what,heinze so good sell him for what?Dont know he bought evra for what.I abit bias cause i dont really like evra.Hope heinze & smith will stay plus tevez join man utd.

Grgg my stomach is getting from bad to worse man...I visit the toilet like got gold inside(actually really got).Dont know is it the iron tablets for the blood donation that's causing it.Been like this since last friday.Haiz,time to go school.Shall not do PE today liao.Take care & please do not fall sick like me.zzz.

sianzzz

2007-07-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

i am sianed...
i am bored...
i am tired...
i am happy...
i am hungry...
i am angry...

i am zhaoxiang...

Date

2007-07-22T19:54:00.000+08:00

Woke up early in the morning to go queue for DONUTS!Normally must wait til 太阳晒到屁股 then wake up but today woke up at 9 then reach donut factory at 11.1st time buying,quite excited.Once again its pretty sua gu.Amazingly the queue dam short la,took me 1 hour when i expected like really LONG......Bought hazelnut,coffee roasted almond,double choc,blueberry,apple cinnamon,white strawberry.Then still got to chiong all the way back to bedok to catch vacancy.Wah the movie is imba,super low-cost sia.Felt cheated.Only 7 person & 1 hotel in the entire movie!!!Pathetic shit.If the story line nice still ok but seriously too lousy le.Even the killers wear those masks look so god dam bloody stupid la!Shouldnt have watched lo,only 5 person watching the whole movie,really "free sitting" sia.Can kiao kah somemore.zzz.Then i went study at mac although most of the time i sleeping & playing hp games haha lol.But i am real happy because today i went to a tuition center & i heard something very sensational.Shall 卖个关子=p Then after that go batman's house dam late,11+.Wah his block got 2 cases of dengue liao lo,scary scary...This time there were batman,robin,mao & me.4 gays watching the scary movie series.Lmao i watch til 3 only jiu "our allies hero has fallen"...Went home next day noon to do gp research & ppp=)) Super tired la,stomach not feeling very well also.Must be all the spicy stuff la,got samosa,spicy prawns,laksa etc.zzz better go get some rest le.Nitez.Its raining now,i am thinking if you are thinking of me thinking of you...^_^

Donate blood!!!

2007-07-20T21:02:00.000+08:00

I donated 500ml of blood on friday & according to the posters,i saved 3 lives!!!That's 1 of the happiest thing that happen to me during the week.Dam chill,kok there reading some thick book,bai listening to mp3,kiat & me sms-ing with 1 hand then dont know what tiu doing haha lol.Seriously i wasn't scared of it.Think cause before that king told me the needle like BUBBLE TEA STRAW that big,then i swallow saliva liao.But when i really saw the needle,it was like slightly smaller than the needle for ball pump nia.Then i hiong liao,chiong to be the 1st to donate.Then suay suay never eat lunch so the person must eat 1st then can because before that already got 1 girl *POOM* liao!Literally just collapse sia,i thought earthquake.K la,sorry i abit bad.Anyway then i chiong to the refreshment lounge & gorge down a packet of biscuits.I ask the woman poke the needle on my left hand but she ap me.

Me:Can i change to left side?
Woman:Its wont affect driving/writing de la.
Me:*Nothing to say*

Lol of course i know la,but the pain will be there ma.zzz.So she poked the needle into my arm!!!Not pain de because she already injected anesthetic(i said anesthesia to kok) Then Jian Dick(still owe me 40 bucks),Wei Ming's brother & POH Jin Hui came to say hi to me.Wah i dam high then keep moving then the woman like abit piss haha lol=p Anyway as i was taking photos of myself i think i moved too much then the blood like dont want to flow out like that.So i chiong to squeeze the stress ball harder but in the end my hand became numb-_-" Oh then when you finish right,they will tie a band around the wound.Lucky robin got a cute PINK band with many many <3>同胞 who seems to be the boss there & he super nice la,open a new packet of green band just for me!Thanks man,although i feel abit bad=p Finally over then go get goodie bag.I have been very very very enthu about it lo,asking everyone i know to go with me.In the end,i went to donate with xiao bai,robin,kok & tiu.Somemore i psycho eric to donate too & thanks to the 2 of us,there is 2 dots under 04/06 haha lol ^_^ Actually i think most of the time people do good deeds just to make themselves feel better for the wrong thing they have done...

After that went to Aston's with robin,wah he chiong the imba steak sia.Then i ordered my CRISPY fried fish.I must emphasize the word CRISPY because simply place the fork on the fish can cut it!!!Didnt know how i manage to finish it.Everything was good but i dont know why they installed air con cause i freaking DONT feel any wind!!!1st time i eat western food til full sia,so i suggest to robin we walk home la.As usual,everytime i go katong i will go say hi to my dad at BOON TONG KEE.Then we walk walk walk,til AM's house then take bus.We really tan tian lun di man all the way.Friends should be like that & can talk non-stop de ma haha lol.

Pissed

2007-07-16T21:44:00.000+08:00

Sian,not really feeling better.Today is the start of the new week with this new dont know what race de VP who likes to tu tu tu.PE was initially ok,with siyao zao xia shouting "soc-cer~~~ guys" haha lol.GP MAKES MY DAY.We presented our essay question for 1 WHOLE HOUR!!!Break record liao lo.Lucky after school go chill with xiao bai they all,go thaipan eat.8 bucks for chilling around is very worth it lo.Got 12 people: me,bai,king,kiat,boon,zhou,kok,tiu,ant,jorim,shukit,mark. Not bad sia,we ordered black pepper beef,thaipan handmade tofu,kailan,pearl prawns,kopi pork chop & 2 dishes i wont forget for different reasons.1st,butter squid because its superb.2nd,green curry chicken because it sucks!!!After eating twice i still didnt know there is chicken inside.Thought it was some green milky shit with mushrooms all over.Eat til i want to puke sia,now i know why you hate mushrooms.zzz.After that they went LAN while i go home because i no money+phone no batt le.Tolong tolong,can tomorrow please be a hell lot better day than today?

Let's let go of the unpleasant yesterday & embrace our wonderful tomorrow.

感触良多

2007-07-15T18:58:00.000+08:00

Finished reading a manga called "highschool of the dead".The idea of the manga is very scary.Imagine being in a world of "resident evil" & "28 weeks later"!!!Cant imagine i was actually very interested in it.Come to think of it what jem said is very true.When you are watching a horror movie,sometimes its not that you can accept those gory stuff but its because you just want to know what will happen next.Reminds me of the movie jem & 4 zhi fa da told us,wolf creek!!!Think its going to be worse than saw 2.

Back to the manga,it starts with a zombie biting some teachers who also becomes zombies.Then the disease spreads & everyone also tio ceng.As usual,there is a group of kids who managed to escape.There is alot of killing & stuff sia,imagine 1 day you can just kill a person without thinking like what they do in the manga,scary shit.Was discussing with sam about where we would hide if this happens in tjc & whether we'll kill each other if we get bitten haha lol.Sounds stupid but it is frightening.Zzz i was thinking whether i would kill my love ones & i thought i wont.But think about it,if you were bitten you would hope that your love ones kill you.So in the end i think i will just kill anyone.Dont know is this coincidence or what but i doing the essay on something about euthanasia which is assisted suicide/mercy killing la.Sama sama de.Sian lehz,after reading all this stuff i abit 感触良多 haha lol.

Great Day

2007-07-13T23:32:00.000+08:00

Today was a rather great day.Reach school earlier than normal,so no need run there.Met shimin on the way then chit chat til assembly,so long never talk to her although we are from the same school.Today's lessons were all ok except i got niao by mrs ho for passing my gp-.-" She was talking about the HOD marking fairly when she suddenly shoot me,"if not zhaoxiang would have been a goner." Wah why she must so nice shoot me?Still ask me whether i am happy not?How to answer?Later i say happy she thinks i complacent,not happy then she thinks i not 脚踏实地.Lucky in the end she ownself answer.Then sam rocking the chair almost fall down she asked sam dont be too stun that i pass my gp-.-" Nice one la.

Then after school went interchange & chill with don,eepin,eric & heech.They all went home while i went TM to catch the highly rated hairy portable.Kind of disappointed,almost fall asleep ½ way through & i dont like most AHS junior,all dam kuku.Irritate the shit out of me.Wanted to go eat at aston's,the restaurant buddha & xiao bai recommend but the queue like the ants in my house lining up to get killed like that.Sian ½.Visited my father at boon tong kee,must wave at him so many times then he noticed.Think i must have been too small size liao le haha lol=p My quite a good day was ruin by starhub as they barred my phone calls & smses when my mother paid the bill 3 days ago,i where got feel like burning their shop?Like most AHS junior,starhub is starting to irritate the shit out of me.Still must call the hotline to ask the person reconnect,sibei mahuan.Zzz tired sia,tomorrow still must go airport study.Take care.Weather dam hot,probably because of me.Sorry about that,drink more water=))

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

Suck cork day

2007-07-12T19:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was another suck cork day!!!First,my adorable benko "doraemon" on my hp mysteriously spoilt.Then,my bag strap broke as i walk to the lift.Late for school even though i was perspiring & panting.What a day?!Then i thought PE would be great but i stupid chiong dont know how many pull ups in the end both hands all blisters.Dumb.Stupid vanessa even "slapped" me twice la,if not for wo men de jiao qing,i would have already torn you into pieces!!!It just couldnt get any worst off as i wasted civics listening to some boring nus talk which was what i saw online weeks ago.GP post mortem sucks big time,what the hell la.Mrs ho said it was compulsory & so true,not even ½ the LT was filled.In the end go there sleep 1+hr didnt do a shit man,didnt even discuss my question.Felt so lonely,bored & helpless...Nobody to sms,all busy(either with girls/guys) Went home then sibei sian til finally somebody sms me.In conclusion,yesterday sucks.

I will use a four letter word to describe today:换然一新.Woke up early,even my dad was surprised.Say what normally cant even wake me up,today no need call ownself wake up(quite true)!School didnt start off brightly but mai hiam buay pai la.Actually nothing much today but sms til dam happy haha.Went CS to settle some stuff but unfortunately didnt really settle it so just went home & enjoy those 10 durians waiting for me in the fridge!Song song ate dont know how many muahaha.Hope tomorrow will continue to be better,actually i think it definitely will be!Anyway it has been long since i last went overseas,so i am like dying to go overseas.Calling out to all my buddies,anyone interested in going overseas?Please jio me k,i will help to organize if needed=))

Mich:Why i evil?You always bully me la!Haha violent girl,nearly box so havent die ma.
Robin:Haha batman very lonely ma,need robin to chill with him.Thanks for the notice,didnt notice=p
Batman:So(h) you think you are funny?Dont see your house with lots of ants???
Luling:Kkz,thanks for reading my blog & please,you are childish even at 19 haha lol

Take care & drink lots of water even though it doesnt make you fairer haha lol.oops=p

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2007-07-10T22:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Wah today go school so happy.Suppose to meet ms wong(econs teacher)at 7 to collect paper & i woke up at 545.Then i did an "anti-john",tututu & only reach school at 731.Miraculously ms tng didnt say anything about me being late,probably my 1st time this term.Anyway i ran to school so perspiring like shit.Curry said she could hear me panting while singing the anthem haha lol.Anyway after assembly sam kuku come tell me what i got double digit for csq & essay when i slept like halfway through & wrote only 2 pages!GL,top the class jiu niao me.Grgg anyway dont think he was thinking like that also maybe subconsciously he hinting me=(( Dam sian,dont like to be compared with.Dont know why i only child but my parents still can find people to compare me with.If you're good,just let people know,dont need kbkb others' result ma.Not as if the person not feeling bad enough.Think only people with shit results like me will know the feeling.Finally know all my results:physics 49/100,maths 52/90,chem 17½/100,econs 8/50,gp 43½/100.Hopefully a E,C,U,U,E???Some improvements & definitely a lot of deterioration for both my U although econs all along like that.

By the way,Happy Birthday to Lu Ling(if you are reading my blog)!!!Advance Happy Birthday wishes to Ru & Dodo,18 liao lo!

Dont know why my house still like infested with ants even though my 糖不露眼 liao.My hatred for the creepy crawly has deepened...Mouth,better be careful you fruitty ants.My motto against ants is "see me no more" which reminds me of blood diamond.The son of the main character joined the terrorist group & his nickname was "见一个杀一个".So we all thought the english translation would be "see 1 kill 1" when the boy blurted out,"and i am,see me no more"!Wah lmao we burst out laughing like hyenas sia lol.Funny joker,you must really see the expression on his face la.So serious yet comical.

Anyway i was reading zhirong's blog about how caring her brother is & then i realize how true they are.Just read a news on the newpaper the other day & they reported that an old lady hobbled & crawled 400m after being run over by a lorry & bleeding with her shirt torn!!!Worst of all,nobody helped her until she reached her house!What the hell is wrong with this world?!The stupid driver also 狼心狗肺.What a bastard,give people $50 ask her go see doctor herself & just drove off!Never even call the ambulance or visit the lady in the hospital.LPPL,in the end the auntie died in the hospital...Think people are like going down the slippery ethical slope,dont know what's the use of CME liao.Lesser people are donating because they would hesitate to even think if it's worth it.Where is the love?I must admit,i am also guilty of such behaviour but i still donate at times & help the needies ma.Not like some arseholes out there who are super heartless,got people fall down dont help still laugh at them.Rub salt in the wound,贱骨头.Cheap shit.

Hey dont be too sad about the keychain,will help you go find later=)) Lets be more motivated to do well for A'level!

Super long

2007-07-08T16:58:00.002+08:00

Realized my post was super long so decided to start a new one.On friday,th day of reckoning,got back chemistry.I must say,never really study so too bad for me.Then after school went home with mouth,muscle boy,sk to mahj.Somebody very nice,knew i dont like to be disturb when playing mahj,still sms me while halfway through.But for once,i thought that it was the luck from the sms that helped me although partly due to the fact that mouth anyhow fang pao.Stupid mouth,keep feeding sk to 9 tiles,scare the shit out of everyone.I start the ball rolling with a bigger win(4 tai) but still it wasnt painful to the big winner,robin.I could have easily been the biggest winner had i not did some stupid mistake,throwing away my 6 tai ban se dui dui.Anyway there were 2 "7 dui zi" won with da bing.So this confirms 2 thing:i hate 7 dui zi(although you like it) & da bing is the cursed tile.Summary:robin(+19),me(+11),muscle boy(+10),mouth(-40)

Yesterday,went to vivo with michelle.Wah miracle sia,she was punctual(in fact she was early although i was earlier)!Rather impressed.Had lunch at subway & michelle so no skill de,eat til all the lettuce & stuff dropped out.Then went to watch my wife is a gangster 3.Saw ram & sham.Their family surely not big de.Other that their parents think they have an older brother plus several younger siblings,soccer team sia.We were busy laughing through the whole movie,the korean guys were dam funny la,although the translator abit irritating.It's a good movie,喜怒哀乐 all present.We were hesitating whether to eat or not,in the end she had to go back bedok for tuition while i chiong to bishan for my SA bbq.Had so much fun "偷情" with everyone.We would cook the food & go hide 1 corner with someone haha.I ate 10+ chicken wings la!The price i had to pay was missing the last train...In the end took train to toa payoh & lynette was complaining why saturday so early last train & why go toa payoh not marina bay haha.End up we took cab home,not bad,quite cheap.4+ per person.Sian,now i must go back do GP as i have said.

I'll book the tickets asap & tell you again k?=p

mel:i just had a blog & green rocks
kel:if i mahj pro i wouldnt have threw away my 6 tai ban se dui dui
exg:you noob,sing abit jiu no voice liao lol
robin:you dont niao me,later i create a blog for you call v******.blogspot.com then you know ar
mich.:smiling at me?jiayou studying
porridge:yea zhou,i have a blog but please do not link me

What a day

2007-07-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

By the way,i forgot something exciting in the previous post.We saw this ahs couple who kept floating in front of us like ghost,阴魂不散.Especially the guy sia,keep looking over knowing we were from ahs,macham we are blind cannot see them flirting.Wah then the climax came & except jem(she was backfacing)saw the guy signalling the girl to kiss him by sticking his head towards her!!!5 seconds,not the time they kissed la(what were you thinking)but the time that i was stunned!!!The disgusting guy still 露出奸诈的笑容 to show off to us...According to jem & violet,this guy once pulled down his shorts in front of a GG!So it's not hard to imagine why he did such things in front of us,i am just puzzled at how he managed to get a girlfriend...=P

Anyway this is going to be a hell long of a post because i have not come online since tuesday.So a recap of the week.We had class phototaking on wednesday,not too bad & i took the group photo with eric,fifa & heech.Amazingly i just realized we are all from Faraday with the exception of our extra group leader don who dont know take with who.zzz.Anyway i went kbox with evelyn,kaiyin,melissa & renee.Kao dam unfair la,because of their special taste & preferrences i cant really ask anyone so i thought of asking tianxu(joined temasek idol til semis or something like that)In the end he had to go for CO & i cant ps the girls la.zzz.Quite a pleasant first time there,but only ky enthu abit because it's like her 地盘.Ky still dare me to sing ah mei's high high high with 5 bucks.I think she sot sot,dont know why she seeking death.Lucky she never make me scream sia.My scream higher pitch then the "adult cannot hear" ringtone sia lmao.Not really very high but still enjoyed myself.I am really missing the very high days in ahs,especially my OGL days...To my platoonmates,councilmates & ex-classmates,hope we can do something outragous & crazy!!!Now i look back at my ahs days i can only say i regret not doing more...

We got back some results on thursday,physics & maths.Both are papers i sian ½.Stupid physics mcq,got 5/24!!!Mrs toh wrote,"disastrous but saved by other section.please practice more past year mcq k?" I knew i did badly for mcq but i didnt expect to get so low la,wth.Freaking stupid but like she said,i got save by section b,the structured.Wah 功亏一篑(sibei dui according to batman's definition) Then maths,i knew i did very badly but luckily i passed.So still got some mood to go watch Die Hard 4.0 with batman,mao,robin.Was right on time there & according to them they saw alot of people including 1 of my ncc idols,qilun!So long never see that OOC of commando dont know is he still as hairy.Anyway i saw matilda & and she asked me why am i wearing a shirt with something printed behind -.- i stun tio then dont know how to reply her.Anyway the movie is 名副其实 die hard!Bruce willis owns everyone's ass big time man.Easily take down a chopper with a car.Definition of bruce willis:imba

Thanks you deenii,jem,purple!!!

2007-07-04T00:26:00.000+08:00

I am super drowsy right now but i can never forgive myself if i dont blog about you guys!Quality time spent with these wonderful people(deenii,jem,purple).Thank you girls,you made my day!Anyway received a call from jem & was super happy because i dam sian diao after school ends so early.Deenii had suggested to meet up at 85 for dinner.Met at 6pm at 85,me & jem were on time but poor purple & deenii were so tired one overslept on the bus while the other woke up just in time.At about 630,we started ordering the usual stuff.We ordered stingray,ba chor mee,chicken wings,guan guan fried rice,oh luar,hokkien mee & ah balling.Talk & talk & talk although we were all supposedly very tired.

Then came the exciting part which was narrated by the boring me...Started my mundane story-telling & they almost fall asleep haha.Then we ended up thinking of what each other's BF/GF will be like.Initially we were all very interested about purple's BF but eventually we listed like our whole gang like that haha.During the process i made some stupid comments like "四肢发达头脑简单","shotgun ar?" etc.We had a great time laughing nonstop & i really think this allows us to learn more about each other haha.A pity we didnt take any photo of the 4 of us.Well it is about 1 now so i shall go do some GP & then surrender myself to the temptation of my small little blue bed haha.Take care people & i hope to see everyone soon again to continue our list haha.

Sianded

2007-07-03T16:50:00.000+08:00

Today is sianded la...School ends at 10+ but what the hell,everything went very wrong.Suppose to go boardgames cafe with some of my class people(the girls suggested).In the end,they had enough people.Actually want ask sam/john they all go de but in the end the girls enough people then ok lo.Realize i super sua gu la,never watch alot of movies(everybody watch with everybody else),never been to boardgames cafe & worst of all,never been to kbox!Sad news,wednesday kbox outing is cancelled!!!How can this happen la?I was still looking forward to my first time at kbox & this is what i get?!So excited about it can,then today kaiyin told me cannot i was like...=(( Sibei no life man,think i am like living in a totally different world from the others.Sian yi bian,wasting my bloody time not doing anything when i have that stupid gp assignment!PISSED!!!

Was like talking to cynthia & angel(08),deenii & violet(council) & that si tu bi donut online yesterday.All like freaking dreading school except me.But it turns out i am the one complaining about stuff.Should be happy now that the exam is over & stuff but like more & more fan.Some times i wonder why my parents never give me a sibling?So dam lonely & like nobody free that time cannot find anyone...

Ok i shall forget about it & wait for my 08 gathering to come.Miss all of them greatly,really want to relive my 1st 3 months feeling.Like baby you know,dont need to worry about anything de.But now i am back to reality & i have to fight the shit out of TJC,hate it.Seems like A'levels is in 4 months but i still have to go through shit like prelims & stuff!!!Grgg so far yet so near.Cant wait for saturday to come,my chance to revive myself again!

WOW!Didnt actually realize i posted something everyday!Guess that's because i am too lonely & has too much to say.Sorang utan-.- Now also dont feel like watching movies la,everybody watch everything then i am like a noob shit.Calling out to all parents,please do not give birth to an only child,at least have a 龙凤胎.Its about time to go 85 for the once in a while council gathering.zzz somebody save me...

天空因为有云,所以有风雨雷电与彩虹;我的心中因为有你,所以才能有温柔而美丽.

Resurrection

2007-07-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

Today is the day of resurrection!!!Oh my god,i feel like god!!!Haha after 2 days of rotting over the weekend i finally come to life today!!!First,i visited my grandparents at tiong bahru...It has been like dont know how many donkey years since i last went haha.I had lunch there & i dont know why but it is definitely true that homecooked food is the best!That's why girls,it will be great if your can learn cooking haha lol.Anyway yea had this sour vegetable with pork soup haha,omg,super nice hor.Then took photos with my grandparents!My grandma so cute la,still say her hair messy then paiseh haha lol=p

Next,i went to parkway to shop fo my cousin present.Needed some help with buying girl's present so asked michelle.Wah she dam nice,meet 4 she arrived at 5!!!But i also late by 15 min so cant really say her.Actually i forgot to buy birthday presents for the other 2 cousins,so she said i should buy for them too,but in the end i didnt la.no money...Went to levi's to buy a shirt for my cousin,purple color de,think should be ok ba haha.Then after that jiu go home le lo.Think i am becoming more filial due to the influence of somebody haha lol.Feel so much closer to my family nowadays,at least i have something to talk to them about haha lol.

Here's 1 of my favourite song:

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
Ill be forever thankful baby
Youre the one who held me up
Never let me fall
Youre the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
Im grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I dont know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
Youve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

Im everything I am
Because you loved me

I will protect you and respect you and be all you need and when you reach for love you'll only need to reach for me...It's only for you...Take care.

zzz

2007-07-01T13:35:00.000+08:00

From the white chick:

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

Anybody wants to watch ocean's 13???

Start of a horrigible weekend

2007-06-30T02:58:00.000+08:00

Today will be the start of a very horrigible weekend for me...
Following a sensational thursday,yesterday was spent in TM with the companionship of violet & denise.Haha actually wanted to go have lunch with council but all quite busy.So in the end violet & I decided to cancel the council outing & change it to a class outing!!!Unfortunately she slept at 4+ while i slept at 5+ so in the end we woke up like at 1pm lol.

Anyway went to TM to meet violet first while denise prepared her cooking.Went to eat at the food junction & zhiwei(zhirong's sister)was there!She very poor thing,kena scolded by a mentally unsound cleaner for not sitting down haha lol.Met up with denise then we went play arcade!!!Quite fun lehz,especially the air hockey & metal slug haha lol.Then we had a fantastic "ice-cream fondue" haha lol.As usual i made some very dumb but funny comments=p denise had to go watch transformer with her cousin so we all headed home.Wah her cousin also abit like my cousin sia haha lol=p

Go home "pom pom" already then go batman's house.Wah i cant believe it la,saw somebody i thought i would never see again on 17.At first thought my eyes playing a trick on me but she looked at me too.Fate really likes to toy with people.When i was looking to talk to her i could never find her but now i see her also dont know what to say.zzz.

Think batman's cave too deep le,i press the bell twice he say he cannot hear,dumb.Night at the cave was different with an unusual guest,MALCOLM!!!We saw how batman's real got pwn by barca,4-0!A brace from some left back whose free kick START is 20 & strength 19 haha lol.After that batman decides to look up on his exciting duel,"the kok war"!!!It is a story of how batman put up a fight against his arch rival,joker(kok),with his man hope comrades!As usual,batman suggested playing CS on his laptop & computer & the saga began...He topped the frag with 220++ kills.Then we watched WHITE CHICK!!!Only i never watch before so like a bit quite sua gu like that,blehz.So now i am blogging while mao is searching song & batman upside down(sleeping) As usual,my slowness in writing spread to my typing also.I started to post from like 3/4 am til now,6.50am!!!Cham ar...

Wah i have a dam long weekend to spend,can anyone please call me out to save me from all the agony!Whole day nothing to do at home only will HU SI LUAN XIANG haha lol...So please,anybody free just ask me out k?Go out chill or what also can,as long as not too ex can liao haha lol.

Take care & drink more water=))

The Best Day of My Life=))

2007-06-29T04:09:00.000+08:00

This overdued post is finally published much to the help of Mr batman(above).Yesterday is probably one of the best day in my recent years.Firstly,it was the end of my JCT(June Common Test) & i cant be bothered even though i was pwn by all papers.The joy of knowing that my nightmare was over outweighs the disappointment of this exam.Wah sounds like screening effect versus nuclear charge haha lol.Secondly,it was the post-JCT celebration.Although it wasnt really like a very splendid celebration-not for celebrating JCT-but as they say,it's the the person whom you celebrate with that matters.That 2 hours of celebration felt like 2 minutes...So fast jiu over then must go home,haiz a pity ke xi,plus the fact that we never take any photos together!But still rather please with the overall outing haha.Well,at least i had the time of my life haha lol & that's what matters.I enjoyed myself,i hope you did=))

Actually didnt really thought i would have a blog although i wanted to have 1 long ago.That time some joker said that it would be very funny if i had a blog,in the end i really have haha lol.But how i got this blog is rather interesting haha lol.All thanks to our Mr Batman,who was extremely irritated by the fact that i adopted his tag board as my blog lol.This idea was sparkled by Mr Batman & robin(sinkiat) who were saying my tag was longer than 1 of Mr Batman's post during a la liga outing at ronalmao's home...Since then,i have decided to become the tag team champion & spam the hell out of Mr Batman's tagboard haha lol.Eventually Mr Batman decides to create a blog for me named after his beloved cute small little black box.Obviously that stupid long name was not available so he thought of a short & sweet name:littleblackb0x.Dotz.Crazy fella,eat full already too free sia!

Oh anyway tuesday was SHEN's birthday so any AHSNCC members out there who have not wished him better do it fast haha.SHEN,i have 4 free days starting from friday-monday,so which day do you prefer to get pond?!Been real long since i last pond somebody man.Eversince i stepped down from NCC jiu like that,haiz think JC really no life.Wah later still must meet Violet & co for class outing haha lol although i dont know who is going except her haha lol.Was looking back at all the cards & letters i received from all my classmates & friends and i 赫然发现 zhirong actually gave me the most number of cards & letters!!!A total of 6!Haha totally astonished la,but zhirong,THANK YOU!!!I am very touched,almost like every other christmas or what sure will receive a card from you de.Another person i must thank although she probably wont read this is my ex-com vice chairperson,melissa tan!!!Wah another 赫然的发现 lor,she actually gave me alot of very caring cards lehz!!!Another super nice person who treated me so well la.Feel a little guilty now,for not being as caring for my juniors & disappointing them.Real sorry(starting to get emo)

Speaking of emo,i thought of the story about Me & the ant versus Nature & us...Wah that day i discovered an ant nest la,in some stupid ancient solid ink.Freaking disgusting la,i keep slapping the table at like 1-2am & i woke up my father=p then my father dam cute,see me killing all the ants still stand there watch show & instruct me to get the baygon-.- how am i to get the baygon while killing hundreds of ants with my bare hands?!when he finally got me the baygon,he got even cuter,put the baygon on the table ask me spray haha lol.i think he dont dare to 杀生 or something haha lol.He said he would clear the books & check if there is any more ant nest the next day because it's his off day.I really wanted to see what happen but too bad i had econs & maths haha.

I spend dont know how many hours like editting this blog & typing my first post.不知不觉地 it's already 515 and i just heard my mother's alarm sounding off haha lol.Cool,now i am going to chiong FM!!!zzz.

Jiayou for chemistry!Got study sure ok de!!!