Saturday, December 4, 2010

21st Birthday mood

i don't know if this is considered a year to behold...
first, i couldn't get into any university so i am behind my peers by a year...then to make things worst, i kept getting injured...even now, just before my bday, my eyes like so NICE...

but lo and behold, i got something else...
i got to know a wonderful bunch of friends at Starhub forgetting my HPY who got me another potential HPY...but much younger 1...
but honestly, i think the most important thing for me was my friendship with my best friend. this year, i could feel the significant improvement in our friendship as we got closer. someone i can always go to even though she may not be free & all but she will definitely listen to & talk to me. probably the one who knows me better than myself sometimes. 1 thing for sure, my best friend never once flare up with me & i hope it maintains that way because i will treasure you more than you can think of. Thank You Jem!!!

and to all my friends & colleagues out there, there is such things as pure friendship!!! why do you all keep asking me to find a girlfriend when i have all of your?! a man has gotta do what a man gotta do, whatever will come will come eventually so stop rushing me to get a girlfriend!!! even my parents don't do that!!! come on, i mean seriously i so 惹人爱 do you all seriously think that i can't find 1=p

anyway gotta meet my HPY, back to blogging tonight...ciao...

Posted by Ng Zhao Xiang at Saturday, December 04, 2010

Thursday, December 2, 2010

kena bukit panjang

badminton today was disastrous, without playing 1 full set, the worst thing that could happen happened - i was smacked by the racket on the eye. swollen like some pong pa. but lucky doc said nth much, just rub till the blue black subside...

must be karma, talk & think too much evil stuff about others. damn demoralizing to be injured just few days before your birthday, and it's my big 21. people really cant get too happy hur, bad things may just happen. the day before my aunt and cousins were saying they are gonna get me an Ipod touch. today i got jackpot. LOL. originally my right eye was smaller, now that my left eye got smacked, think balance la-.- zzz

still the thing i worry most is seeing my relatives on sun. my grandparents confirm plus chop ti ti da da ask my parents this and that. given how my parents reacted today, i should be expecting the worst on sun. still have a 42.195km to conquer that morning, hope i dun die. honestly, it's my fault also not to set clearly whether playing front back or sides. furthermore it was beyond my reach i shouldn't have gone for it. next time, i shall only play front and back haha...

please please please, i hope my eye gets well soon!!!
not so looking forward to birthday celebrations now......

Posted by Ng Zhao Xiang at Thursday, December 02, 2010

Monday, November 29, 2010

late nite

sibei stress, 6 more days till Stand Chart which i'm feeling dam birthday i also don't know how to celebrate, how come i feel so nonchalant about my own 21st...Starhub is really draining me man, kns i even return to find my friends on off day...WTH?hopefully janet can approve my off cause really no one to change with me on 3rd...just when i thought things look to settle down, everything is in a mess with all the birthdays coming like free...actually what is there to celebrate for birthday, shouldn't it be an anniversary to commemorate the 9 months of pain our dear mum went through, not forgetting the thoughtful husband who stayed by her side...okay, i'm gonna give my parents a BIG xoxo on my birthday...

the other day while celebrating my friend's birthday i suddenly thought of lotsa behind time i am compared to other guys, with not enough money & my future pending, how to get a good job & a suitable partner...then janet was also saying, i need a "controller" partner like Esther type to match me...kinda agree with her i cant go for the soft type of girl who just need to dote on them, someone who can help me manage my life is a more likely choice=) but then again im very into horoscope so i truly believe that my future partner should never be a SCORPIO...maybe another Sagittaurus would be fun, but seems like Aries is my best match...oh well, i have decided to wait till i'm more mature before i get a is all about having fun & knowing more friends...i am really tempted by what janet says about diving, widening your circle of friends...maybe 1 day i will know my soul mate through diving...

tomorrow still got work, sian ½ sia...sweet dreams...

Posted by Ng Zhao Xiang at Monday, November 29, 2010

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

guess who's back?

seeing my 好朋友 blog also made me feel like blogging.

so much happened since i last blogged. now i am working at Starhub Customer Service Center at Plaza Sing and there is a whole lot of new friends now, some really fun bunch like Chan Hui, Esther, Fanglin, Kwang, Qianlin & gang. Not gonna say Nick Neo cause i already knew him back then. Still, i miss the old gang like Alex, Jian Rong, Jun Hua & Melvin. Although we not so havoc but really dependable colleagues. I really hope they will come back Starhub & join forces with the current staff but i think all our animal friends all leaving, cat, hamster & porcupine... Oh well, 天下无不散之宴席 so 1 day we are all gonna part but who cares, true friends will still be friends no matter when...

Anyway, my good old secondary school friends, don't worry. I have not forgotten you guys. My dear council & NCC friends. Though i miss out on the Henderson Waves trip & nights out @ my favorite bat cave have been limited but we still made it for each others' 21st birthday!!! Speaking of which, here is my authentic WISH LIST!!!

1. Ipod touch - something i have been longing for all along but don't bear to splash the cash, of course i don't want my friends to buy this for me but if you guys run out of ideas you can give me Ang Bao!!!

2. Sports Watch - i have been eyeing this casio black/green watch=)

3. Logitech X - 540 speakers - lost my speakers when i moved house, been using earphones all this while-.-

4. Powerlogic Zen Air 2200 keyboard - really like the keyboard my boss using, it has a cover & is like a laptop keyboard

5. Simple yet good to use computer mouse - lost while moving house too

6. Compression Pants - hopefully some sport science that can improve my performance*winks

7. Hoodie - just want another jacket like how girls want another bag or shoes

8. Kinokuniya/Popular Vouchers - want to complete my comic series

9. Organizer - 1 of the ways to help improve my chaotic life

10. Story book - any crime/thriller/love story that will induce my hunger for reading

11. Handphone cover for my sony ericsson aino

Okay i think this list is long enough, in order of preference too=))
Tomorrow gonna have breakfast with a long time no see friend. Time to rest. Hope every tomorrow will be a better day. All the best to everyone studying hard for exams & working against monsters!!!

Posted by Ng Zhao Xiang at Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Chiong sua!!!

this past 2 weeks has been rather hectic...last week i had EX LONGWALK-60km walk w an average of 30kg load under 48hr...kena lotza blisters,shoulder abrasions n bruises but dunno y in front of SCTs got dat extra adrenaline rush to keep me garang haha lol...anw it was quite a bad experience for me cuz my team of SCTs really v cui...maybe its my expectations too high but how can u blame me when dye r e ones who lift it so high...telling me we can come back by 2nd day aftnn when we only came back on e 3rd day 5am-.- its not as shitty as JCC other den e fact dat u cant slp if u wan gd angry i was 1 of e last few teams,i felt let down by my SCTs...anw book out went to 85 for supper w siyao,jem,xav & jul.great time toking cork but i think i pissed siyao off when i was complaining abt e SCTs...well i cuden help it,sorry nee.aft dinner took jul's car to b juz in time for my last shag...another routine saturday spent @ the bat's cave watching batman teeth pp while mao concussed...i was happily being my legend,winning e treble w spurs & getting into e argentina national squad!!!

happy moments pass by quickly n soon it was time to book in...went outfield e whole week...LIM package,PST & CWO...shagged camou dam zai sia,camou on once enuf liao can last me a couple of days...n im now super confident abt navigating in lorong asrama area man,machiam my territory...anw CWO was imba fast sia,booking out is definitely a much more motivating factor out here den in now im allocated to 54K which stands for 54 kilat!!!i think my team not bad la budden abit wanna skive thru type...oh well,i juz hope as commanders dey noe wad dey r doing...until things get really messy,i shall not interrupt or make things nasty...anw im beginning to enjoy e company arnd me more bt at e same time i dun really lyk e school dat im in now...other den f up i have no other vocab...hope i dun get to come here for looking into e possibilities of going for jeep course even if its at e expend of extending my ord...sian juz got to book out on sat morning,time to save money agn-payday was ytd...but a new mth has begun n dere r lotza bills n stuff...pocket is gonna burn...i juz hope i can save more den by e time i go taiwan got more to spend muahaha...

haaa...e feeling of going chiong sua is so great...maybe i shd really consider signing on=p oops juz kidding...looking at how screwed up e system is i really dun dare sia...week by week im finishing my RCC,come 3 aug,i shall put on e coveted JUNGLE HAT!!!

Posted by Ng Zhao Xiang at Saturday, July 11, 2009

Saturday, June 27, 2009

what if

Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change

Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the girl I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the girl I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine

'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the girl I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know

Posted by Ng Zhao Xiang at Saturday, June 27, 2009

i'm on EMO-ticon mode...

but if i let u go,i will nvr my life wud b holding u close to me...will i ever see,u smiling back at will i noe...if i let u go...

my head is telling me dat i shd leave u alone but my heart has alrdy decided on its i dreamt dat u r attached n my heart broke into a thousand pieces...even doh its juz a dream it hurt so bad i wish i cud juz confess to u...

u r all im thinking of so much so dat i cant even concentrate on work...i try to keep a distance from u but dat only strengthen my desire to b w tell me,wad shd i do?i know i need u badly but right now i cant commit to u...yet i cant expect u to wait for me...

i love u...

Posted by Ng Zhao Xiang at Saturday, June 27, 2009