Saturday, June 27, 2009

what if

Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change

Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the girl I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the girl I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine

'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the girl I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know

Posted by Ng Zhao Xiang at Saturday, June 27, 2009

i'm on EMO-ticon mode...

but if i let u go,i will nvr noe...how my life wud b holding u close to me...will i ever see,u smiling back at me...how will i noe...if i let u go...

my head is telling me dat i shd leave u alone but my heart has alrdy decided on its owner...today i dreamt dat u r attached n my heart broke into a thousand pieces...even doh its juz a dream it hurts...it hurt so bad i wish i cud juz confess to u...

u r all im thinking of so much so dat i cant even concentrate on work...i try to keep a distance from u but dat only strengthen my desire to b w u...so tell me,wad shd i do?i know i need u badly but right now i cant commit to u...yet i cant expect u to wait for me...

i love u...

Posted by Ng Zhao Xiang at Saturday, June 27, 2009

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Long time no see

it has been quite some time since i last blog cuz apparently MSD has been very stringent on wad we blog so i was contemplating whether to even blog about my trip to the land of smiles...anw i have decided not to share it on my blog and instead talk about my 2ND midnight movie in my life=)) ytd shag man,was the chamber-cum-lane safety-cum-RAI collector-cum-rifle cleaning boy...but wad can i say,it may sound wrong but i juz love to clean rifle(given dat i have a proper RCK!!!) TRUE BLUE INFANTEER!!!the talk cock session u have w ya frenz while cleaning rifle is imba,it may b tiring but its worth it.e sense of satisfaction!!!girls,its juz lyk ya gossip talks except dat we talk abt diff stuff=))

anw aft dat i joined jem,siyao & xav for dinner @ yuki yaki.i went for "sight-seeing" w siyao to digest all e chunks of meat & i muz say sg girls uses too much makeup dat their real beauty is hidden...had too much time aft e dinner so we went for a drink @ starbucks & i started telling my COOL joke lol...
me:there are 2 lizards walking on e wall when suddenly one fall off e wall.wad did e one on e wall said to e other?
siyao:ni hen jiao hua(u r very cunning)
lol we all bursted out in laughter la,even doh i was pretty tired...
went for GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST and we saw wanlin too...e movie was really simple & nice...dats e kinda thing dat has an impact on u for life...wish dat sth lidat wud happen to me...i think ytd was one of my happier days doing wad i was trained to do(clean rifle),w the people i love(my sec sch mates) and @ e favourite time of my life(midnight)...walking e long way around marina sq to esplanade was tiring,but taking NR6 home from dere on was lagi worst...mentally n physically tiring...but it was really great experiencing e overnight serenity lyk e days before i enlist...anw here's a piece of news,I M THINKING OF EXTENDING MY ORD!!!lol sounds crazy but yes,it's true...i wanna learn jeep so i may wanna extend my ORD...anw i m still waiting for e appeal of my uni admissiong...seriously v worried abt it...=((

Posted by Ng Zhao Xiang at Saturday, June 13, 2009