Monday, November 29, 2010
late nite
sibei stress, 6 more days till Stand Chart which i'm feeling dam ill-prepared...my birthday i also don't know how to celebrate, how come i feel so nonchalant about my own 21st...Starhub is really draining me man, kns i even return to find my friends on off day...WTH?hopefully janet can approve my off cause really no one to change with me on 3rd...just when i thought things look to settle down, everything is in a mess with all the birthdays coming like free...actually what is there to celebrate for birthday, shouldn't it be an anniversary to commemorate the 9 months of pain our dear mum went through, not forgetting the thoughtful husband who stayed by her side...okay, i'm gonna give my parents a BIG xoxo on my birthday...
the other day while celebrating my friend's birthday i suddenly thought of lotsa stuff...how behind time i am compared to other guys, with not enough money & my future pending, how to get a good job & a suitable partner...then janet was also saying, i need a "controller" partner like Esther type to match me...kinda agree with her i cant go for the soft type of girl who just need to dote on them, someone who can help me manage my life is a more likely choice=) but then again im very into horoscope so i truly believe that my future partner should never be a SCORPIO...maybe another Sagittaurus would be fun, but seems like Aries is my best match...oh well, i have decided to wait till i'm more mature before i get a girlfriend...now is all about having fun & knowing more friends...i am really tempted by what janet says about diving, widening your circle of friends...maybe 1 day i will know my soul mate through diving...
tomorrow still got work, sian ½ sia...sweet dreams...
Posted by Ng Zhao Xiang at Monday, November 29, 2010